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This holiday season will see a lot of people having their first Christmas, Chanukah, ::insert holiday of choice here:: without a special loved one due to death or some other sort of separation. T...
Trying to Win in meh...
Life changes that need to be made require sacrifice and come with butterflies of the nervous variety. So I dove head first into it and come the spring, I will, as millions have before me, become ...
Who I Am, How I Am in meh...
I’m a rather strange bird compared to what “normal” is supposed to be. I talk a good game, but I’m not a violent person…anymore. I use to fight all the time. I think I had my last fight at 15 and...
Yeah, Well... in meh...
Here in the book of “Meh” there is nothing but jokes and meloncholy and mediocre feelings. It’s Sunday. I’m up. I’ve got things to do. Would rather be snuggling with Him, or early morning joking,...
No Standing Still in meh...
I have a tendency to disconnect from life. It’s very necessary. It’s a refuge to work on myself when I’m hurting, it’s a place to recharge my batteries. Sometimes I just need to be alone. Not to ...
So, I’m a bit emotional right now. I walked away from this latest encounter with the feeling that it’s really over. I know it’s inevitable, but… He said that I would forget about him. I told him ...
Mommie Update in meh...
So after going to bed after 3 this morning, I woke up around 7 to call the hospital to check on her status. She was admitted but I couldn’t talk to her because she was on the phone with my brothe...
I got a call from my brother just after midnight telling me that my mom was on her way to the hospital. She was having trouble breathing but seems to be okay. She was given an xray at the facilit...
Overwhelmed I suppose in meh...
Baby turns 4 on Friday. Have to get ready for he and his mother to be at my house for the weekend. I have to get to a store after work. It’s snowing. I need to communicate with my landlord re: re...
Who Am I To Say? in meh...
Who am I to say who shouldn’t be afraid? When I say things, they are based on observations, they are based on things experienced and my opinion. In the case of the things happening in my city, I ...
This City Ain't The Same in meh...
please forgive my scattered thought outs that may sound incoherent For months there has been fear mongering. For months there have been people speculating, guesstimating, lying, wondering what’s ...
Well...Yeah. in meh...
Daughter and gbaby left a little while ago. She left here with an attitude and I’m concerned because she is going back to where she is staying and I don’t want any issues for her. The kids dad ca...
Since I'm Reminiscing... in Him
I remember when I went to see him at The Fortress of Solitude (his name for his aunts house who worked nights so we were often alone). It was during the day. I took the kids to their dad/grandmot...
Bedtime Thinking in Him
My thoughts are if his kisses tonight. Don’t know why. I was watching my shows tonight, wrapped in my blanket. I daydrifted to the time we were in the living room. I left work early and he stopp...
Why I Blog in meh...
Lots of people have their reasons for blogging. I blog for mental floss. I also use Twitter for those get those weird thought out moments. I am emotional. I have a lot to say, but I turn to blogg...
No. Thank You. I Have My Own Emotional Drama. in meh...
Aaaaaand the emotional turmoil filled shit storm that is my daughter continues to rage. Listening to her father, she went to the office to file child support. After a few weeks we now know that t...
Tough Love, Love is Tough (A Very Long Entry) in meh...
The relationship between my daughter and I is a very colorful one. It’s had it’s ups, but mostly our rollercoaster affair has been downs, downs, downs. She’s been a pistol for a long time and I h...
I dread those days when I’m full of you You saturate me Overwhelmed and over the brimm, steeped in this raw emotion that I now realize has never been felt with any one other than you Long held em...
This MFN Day... in meh...
LOL… I can’t do anything but laugh. This day has been stupid from the jump. LOL So I woke in my usual fashion. My son is out of school for today and tomorrow for Veteran’s Day I’m guess. Yay for ...
"I Don't Wanna Ask For Too Much... in Him
…all I know is dreams are made for two babe…“ One of my favorite songs by The Foreign Exchange. In regard to Him, I don’t really ask unless I’m desperate. He came late today. He got off work at 6...
Wrong Side of Town in meh...
…to be riding a bike in if you haven’t ridden in years. I live in the city, but there are loads of hilly areas here and man are they murder! So I finally went out for a ride and found that my sea...
Ever Get Sick & Tired? in meh...
I’m always sick and tired of SOMETHING. My rants are epic too. LOL My sick and tired is of being BROKE, or as my son put it so eloquently, Functioning Poor. I have pretty much everything paid fo...
Alls Well That Ends Well in meh...
So my supvervisor and I had one of those, what I tend to call a “Come To Jesus” conversation. She called me up to her office to clear the air and talk about things. She wanted to see what could b...
He left there to work near here and he stopped by to rest. Small breakfast, lots of laughter and conversation. I revealed an embarrassing tidbit from my youth. and that slayed me telling it as mu...
Friends, Huh? in meh...
Most of my life, I’ve been that friend that breaks their neck to do whatever if I can. My mother likes my friends, but she doesn’t like them because I go all out for them but it’s not reciprocate...
