LoveSuicide ⋅

"It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for – and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool – for love – for your dreams – for the adventure of being alive." by: Oriah Mountain Dreamer . . . . . . . I spent 13 years on OD as LoveSuicide.

Look for beauty and you may find love. Look for love and you shall find both.

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Totally stole this from greengrapes.. Many of you enjoyed the lack of poetry (glare..lol) and the questions and answers entry since you got to get to know me and see a bit of my personality. Figu...


The Question Game! So here are the first set of much delayed answers. My apologies. Life got in the way. So enjoy the Q&A I started months ago! And.. we’re off! Are you the type of person tha...


Listen to me ramble, as well as actually recite this poem aloud here! https://soundcloud.com/brian-milici/lightning-strikes-by-brian-milici-sept-28-2015 And sometimes the inspiration comes from ...


And sometimes the inspiration comes from sailing through your thoughts without aim.. “The Great Escape” Have you ever broken a heart with just a name? Gathered it within your failing fingers, and...


So the last entry was terrible. Hopefully this is better. I promise nothing other than to be true to you, because I am always true to me. (Much in my life is happening, but I have so little energ...


My life has been absolutely crazy lately.. but in a mostly very good way. I have come here to write countless times, and not found the time nor the words to explain it alll. With that said, I saw...


So what writer doesn’t want to write a song? Over the years, oh and by the way the answer was every writer does, I have been read by people and asked on quite a number of occasions if they could ...


And sometimes the inspiration comes from setting your course without a target in sight but rather in mind.. “Storm of Poseidon” If I were as lithe as the ocean, and my churning waves were collaps...


Edited: Sorry! I meant to make this (draft I saved wrong) into “The Artful Assasin” to show the two favorite poems of mine inspired by the same person. The new poem is at the bottom of the entry....


Happy Birthday, mom. Today you would have been 71. I am beyond words blessed to have another angel smiling down upon me. Lord knows I could use another! In your honor, I’ve struggled to find the ...


My mother died a week ago today. I haven’t been able to write about it. I haven’t really been able to talk about it. Not much. And yet, here I am. It’s going to get better. It has to, right? The ...


There is something so very insufferable about this journey. I feel lost in ways I have not felt since I was a young child in a department store hearing my name broadcasting over the crackling sp...


Not sure what to write here. I’ve felt conflicted in a lot of ways. Many respect, really, about how I feel each time this day rolls around. It’s always been so closely linked to my birthday that ...


This is the third part of how love has stained me, made me, and shaped me. This is about Monique. This is about true love. Part 1 and Part 2 Heartbreak and heart ache are the two most powerful ...


Party starts.. now! On my way to Sam and Steve’s.. My brother is going to record the gift I got for Steve. It’s going to be fucking priceless. And, yes, I got him a gift on my birthday. It’s so g...


The Love of my Life (Part I) The phone would ring loudly in the afternoons. My mother was a talented seamstress, so it was always important to answer the phone professionally. That often fell to...


I’ve been too busy living life, I guess, to really update the way I want to.. and this past weekend was about a hundred stories. I never have time to frame them the way I want. The perfectionist ...


EDIT: My birthday is next Saturday, June 13th.. ‘tis my favorite number. Real quick before I leave to go to the UFC Fights.. no, it was not the alcohol. I’ve wondered about Ian for a long time fo...


Edit For Funny Cute moment not worth an actual entry. Went to the doctor’s today, and once I got my scripts I went to the pharmacy to get them filled. They moved lightning fast, and I’m happily w...


And sometimes the inspiration comes from every curve of your lips, and those delightful hips, that hold me in sway.. “A Force of Nature” I feel your heat I sense the beat Of your lollipop-style l...


So! I suck at following and commenting, but I will catch up on everyone soon! Promise! (From the guy known as Promise Me Forever? haha, whatev..) So! Date. Apparently back on. She wants to mee...


I got asked out today. For a date. I feel very conflicted right now. This song was my anthem after Hurricane Katrina buried my city. Many of you who have read me for years know that we evacuated...


And sometimes the inspiration comes from the moments you press your fingers into clay, and you form the words from the clay of life.. “You Are Sundance” There are streaks in my night sky Stars bu...


And sometimes the inspiration comes from the settling of thought and the rumbling of every other part.. “Web of Desire” You are a thought – An idea – Conceptual, So sensual, And I – Woefully inco...


EDIT: Okay, so, I think I want to modify this thing. Ask me a question. Anything. I’ll answer it honestly. And you don’t have to answer my nonsense if I return a question to you. Also, I’ve got s...


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