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the hunger hour in 2017
9:19pm Today was exhausting. I have an entry in a drafts folder that I started last night but I’m not really sure where else I want to go with it. My intention was to finish it at work today but ...
robot feels in 2017
10:32pm I feel like I start every entry the same these days. I’m either sitting at work or I’m trying to figure out why I’m avoiding this. Today it’s avoiding, obviously, I’m not at work at this ...
so close, yet so far in 2017
5:28pm Well, I’m not sure why I’m avoiding this today but I am. I tried starting an entry hours ago while I sat at the office. I came up with pretty much every distraction I could think of and th...
the beautiful memory in 2017
5:47pm At work again. hah. I actually tend to be more productive here anyway, so I should probably come more often. Even if I’m just messing around catching up on entries and such. It doesn’t mat...
just what I needed in 2017
11:07pm Today was interesting. I worked from noon until six and actually got quite a bit done. That’s always good. JR came by to work on some stuff. Did I mention they had the baby? He was born l...
I've got issues in 2017
July 1, 2017 10:35pm Well, there seems to be a lot going on these days and I don’t even know where it’s all coming from. Like when did my weeks become full of social engagements? I’m not that pop...
don't give a damn 'bout your pride in 2017
6:26pm I have so many stories I want to tell. Things have actually been happening around here, but sitting down and writing about any of those things seems a little overwhelming. I don’t know why...
grant me strength in 2017
1:45pm I am at work again. I should set that up like a signature line or something. An intro line? I don’t know. It really shouldn’t be that way during this part of the year. Technically I’m sche...
time heals in 2017
June 12, 2017 3:12pm It’s official. I am terrible at this thing. I’ve lost my motivation [and my boy drama. hah!] Also this damn page “crashed” and reloaded itself so I lost the three paragraphs...
life goes on in 2017
10:39pm I want to write, I really do, but my procrastination and avoidance are on overdrive these days. There’s an actual entry about half written in the drafts folder from like 4 days ago. I can...
to the other side in 2017
9:18pm Where should I start today? I don’t know why it always surprises me how quickly time flies by. That was some dark sh*t I was feeling and half-way expressing the other day. I knew that I wo...
caught up in the current in 2017
9:39pm I’m not sure how far I’ll get on this. I would like to type everything up to get it out of my head and then move on, but I don’t know if that’s going to happen tonight. I’ve been avoiding ...
I'm ready now in 2017
1:21pm I’ve been procrastinating again on coming in here to type stuff up. I am seriously good at that. I know a major reason for it this time around is because I don’t, or didn’t, want to put in...
I don't know how to feel in 2017
It’s just after 9:30pm on Friday. I know I won’t be posting this today. I’m on the road again. =) But I’m really trying to get some thoughts out before I forget. Yes, it’s probably going to be a ...
..and getting over in 2017
May 10, 2017 1:53pm I’m in one of those want to write moods, but don’t really know what it is exactly that I’d like to say today. I guess I would like to update on my state of mind, but I feel li...
moving on... in 2017
3:40pm Let’s see how quickly I can type something up today. I am currently sitting in the office [on a Saturday! gasp] and we’ll probably head to church a little before 5 so I’ve got about an hou...
feel that you're real in 2017
4:07pm So, I’ve been trying to work up an entry for several days now. I started a draft on…Thursday [apparently? I didn’t remember it being that long ago. ha.] but never got around to adding anyt...
settle back down in 2017
April 21, 2017 12:36pm I am very much procrastinating on typing this out and I have no idea why. I’ve already got most of what I want to say worked up in my head. I was thinking about it last nig...
all the little things in 2017
April 17, 2017 10:38am I’d really like to get some more stuff down about what happened the other day. Thoughts and what not. But I’ve barely had time to take a sip of my coffee this morning. I do...
we meet again in 2017
4.14.17 5:33pm I’m going to try to work on this right now but I don’t know how far I’ll get. I’ve actually been making notes in this draft entry since about 2 o’clock this afternoon. It’s easier ...
4.11.17 3:44pm I guess not having the boy thing going on gives me a lot less to talk about. I don’t know what to talk about. Just work going on these days. I’m getting super stressed out. Today i...
sweet resurface in 2017
12:17pm Holy cow! The sheriff’s coming back to town! =] Just yesterday I saw his name and thought, ”I know he’s not going to come back to work with us but it would be awesome if he thought enough...
2:48pm Last night was kinda rough. I kept waking up with this one particular thought replaying over and over in my brain. ”Things would have been different if you didn’t insist on him taking your...
take something with you when you go in 2017
9:53am I cannot believe it’s April! I probably say that for every month. hah! But really, I’m almost done with work. Then who knows what I’ll do with my life. I mean, I’ll probably start on the b...
what if processing in 2017
6:16pm Still no sign from CK. I’m guessing a visit and a bottle of Irish Death are off the table for this go-around. That’s ok. My schedule’s too crazy to try to set things up right now. Basicall...
