Park Row Fallout ⋅ 41 ⋅
Midwest Attorney trying to navigate the waters of life
Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.
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10:40 pm and I am back in my apartment in Omaha. Since yesterday, I racked up a full 600 miles (or about 965 km) and got exactly 3 hours of sleep. According to England’s WIKIPEDIA Geography… 60...
Being at my parents house riles me up. This time… about the world. I get that everyone has their own theory about how the world should work and what should be prioritized but… darnit, I’m pisse...
Worst thing about taking sleeping pills in order to get to sleep at night is that when I wake up, I never wake up. I’m tired and sluggish and groggy for the next five hours. Considering I have ...
Originally, I wrote this up for my Emotional book under the title “The Things We See.” But I figured it would belong well here. Another night of no sleep. I considered taking a sleeping pill a...
This will be quick and teeny tiny. I was just talking to my parents and checked on the status of some job stuff. Looked closer and this interview I have on Monday is for a Part Time Job. That o...
Haven’t written in this book for almost a week. My own semi-depressive state has really been taking its toll on me… and with Wife in her own near-constant depressive state; it has fallen to me t...
RReluctantly trying to do this on my phone so appologies for typos or repeated letters due to the keyboard. Just wanted tp post this: On Monday, I sent out all those applications, right? Well… ...
Such a strange and interesting day. Last night after the super weird with Wife, we went to bed.... or I went to bed. Wife was lazily half-doing things around the house until about 3:30 am. BUT…...
All caught up with ProseBox, hooray. Already got contacted from one of my applications that they will likely want to interview me. Problem is… it would be Charles City which is two hours away f...
I awoke today from another employment-based nightmare. This one involved my own history and some tripyness. Things to note: (1) I once worked for Kum & Go, a chain of convenience stores; (2...
I have officially become nocturnal. I’ve decided not to post an entry until I’ve become all caught up. So… since I’m not sleeping at night, that is what I’ve been doing. Playing catch up. N...
Soy Desalentado So I may be a bit melodramatic… I come by it honestly. Not only are there no further interviews (as previously lamented) there are no further job openings… I’ve been watching int...
About last night… Wife had the day off yesterday and I worked most of the day. We ended the day fine (I thought) but as we got in bed; she started crying. The thought of returning to work the ...
Early entry today. Not likely to do a food journal today partly because today might be a cheat day and partly because Wife has the day off. Just starting my work day. One of… two. Two work days...
On this day, amongst the revelries of summer and the joys of cooking… we take pause to turn our hearts and minds to the fallen who have secured for us the freedoms and liberties we too often take...
First Portion 3:50 am Grumph. An excess of pain through my lower back and left leg added to an already sleepless night. And as I attempt to will myself to accept the pain and move forward, it g...
Oh boy. Even sleep isn’t peaceful. I fall asleep… two hours later… punch. “What?” Angry wife face with scowl. “You were snoring again.” Sleep… a few hours later… PUNCH. “Dammit, what?!” Furious ...
Bit of a proper entry here. First things first, I suppose… sometimes, though not often, my mind just decides… “Y’know what… I don’t want to be this guy today. Things aren’t the way they should b...
Super quick just to put things up… Good News: Another county attorney job just posted. I quickly sent in my application. Hopefully, same-day application lets them know I WANT THIS JOB. Bad News...
Riiiight… so my expected absence of two to four days become… a bit more than that in a way. Therefore… yeah… I’ll probably bloody spam this website with new entries. But for the Day-to-Day.... ...
There will be only a few entry(s) left before I have to go away for my CLEs. Those should be exciting. But I have fallen behind again, obviously… so I shall endeavor to catch up with you all wh...
Super brief pop in: I just sent Applications 1 through 4. My stomach is doing warbles and I’m nervous. I know that these aren’t my only chance of being a County Attorney… but they seem like the...
Yes, this is longer than an appropriate Twitter Response but… I figured… why not. I may have filled this out before but… oh well. The things I do when I am having difficulty sleeping! 1) Do you...
Gah! This is so weird! I keep sitting down to take care of my To-Do Lists and… then… nothing. I hate even explainable subconscious bullshit. Obviously, I am freaked out about “The Next Step” ...
Things have been quiet and… maybe a bit weird since my last entry. That happens, though. I was contacted by my mother that a former boy scout who was once in my troop before I quit was now leav...
