Park Row Fallout ⋅ 41 ⋅

Midwest Attorney trying to navigate the waters of life

Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.

Haruki Murakami

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Conceived in the AM, written in the PM I’m being rather bogged down by fear and worry these days. Of every size, of every variety… and it is a concrete vice grip. The political world. Donald Tr...


I’ve certainly kept busy at work… at least, I did on the first of this month! In and out of so many buildings I couldn’t keep my head on straight. So Yesterday? Not surprised I slept and was s...


A certain strain in the marriage is time. Today reminds me of the interesting push/pull of it all. I’ve been awake since 6 am… at work since around 8… I’ll be home before 4 pm. Wife went to w...


More examples of why I’m excited to leave this job. EVERY DAY I get kites demanding “ALL (bold and underlined) the new AND (italicized and underlined) old information on the INSANITY PLEA’S AND ...


While I admit crime is everywhere… excited to leave Omaha in the near future. Las year… record number of murders at 50. This year? We’re only in the beginning of March. Already several murders ...


Went to the movies today with Wife. She LOVES horror films and wanted to see The Witch. Frankly… for what it was, it was okay… but the advertisements and hype was trying to make it something th...


Here’s a hypothetical… pick a random person in your life… ANY random person in your life. Now… whatever gender, ethnicity, sexual persuasion they are… imagine that person lost their job and had ...


Going over my book and books of others it struck me… I first really started on my resignation letter at the very beginning of the month. Six weeks after its birth, its message will be completed ...


Today was the day that I delivered my resignation letter. A strange, conflicting emotion. I absolutely needed to get the hell out of that place. It was a dangerous and oppressive shit show tha...


Some days are too important not to share. Honestly, not sure if this is one of them… but the potential for other things branching from today is significant enough that it should at least be recor...


Here’s a scary thing… Someone becomes a manager of a store. They step on everybody to make themselves look better and, while the store suffers, the asshole manager continues to get promoted to D...


Had court this morning but woke up so tired my vision was doubled. So… I considered that an important enough reason to say Fuck Law Library and came home after court. Glad I went to court thoug...


I am Jack’s persistent and inevitable bitching.... WORK. Wanted to be nice, so I came in super early on a Monday (after only 3 hours of sleep) in an effort to help Boss’ Assistant. It isn’t he...


There are many ways that I find that I am forced to agree with some of the criticisms leveled at my generation. Honestly, in many ways I do not feel like a millennial and, in fact, there are som...


Posted this on Facebook… lets see what kind of trouble I get into: “I often announce that I am politically an Independent. Because, frankly, the parties currently do not represent me ONE iota. ...


Saw an interesting “Self Knowledge” Quiz on the front page… took it.... here are my results: Self-Knowledge Questionnaire Below the surface everyone is pretty complicated. Based on your answers, ...


Maybe I can never be happy. LoL Had an interview today. There was no direct offer but the interviewer said the person I’d be replacing started at… GOOD money (she gave me a specific number whic...


Back sitting in the law library; so back writing. Last night… couldn’t get to sleep, took a sleeping pill, woke up, couldn’t stay awake. Went back to sleep… had interesting dreams, but woke up f...


As some may know… I am an incurable leg man! Seriously. I mean… the face is of the utmost importance… because, as I told my wife, when age makes us crippled and time robs us of vigor… I will st...


I’m simply trying to while away another few minutes; clock out and go home. But dealing with the abundance of mentally unbalanced in here, it encourages me to reflect and consider something.... ...


But a little bit louder and a whole lot worse. The weekend was good… saw friends, gave my wife a valentine’s day present… mentally took note of my parents’ 40th Wedding Anniversary (that I could ...


I have been told by a number of sources not to vent my frustrations on Facebook as employers are looking at social media and would not like to see someone struggling with a job market like this. ...


It is hard to say at this point… but my broken body may have just royally gotten in my way. After 20 hours of working in the law library this week already (and 8 hours of pretrial to go on Frida...


THERE IT IS. Of course yesterday I’d start having doubts about getting the fuck out of this job… I had a court shift, I did Intake Interviews… at no point throughout the day was I dealing with d...


Bah. Don’t feel much like writing. And every time I write that statement I hear “Turn The Page” in my mind: “And you don’t feel much like riding, you just wish the trip was through”.... which I...