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Midwest Attorney trying to navigate the waters of life

Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.

Haruki Murakami

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At parents house writing on tablet. Been quiet as I contemplate and prepare for what is to come. Also been reading a lot. Here and elsewhere. Not commenting like I should :/ Lots of love and sup...


My brain… has issues. lol So, still freaked out about trying to find a place to live and trying to figure out how to do this job I’ve accepted. BUT… that is evening out as I also take solace and...


I really should have done more research on this job before applying. I should have done more research before accepting. But… I needed work. I need experience. I need to get my career started!...


March 22, 2016

Grum in BookThree: Flight Log 2016

Certainly trying to stay positive and hopeful. I sent my new boss an e-mail asking for specifics… like… when would be best for me to start, how to take care of Tax forms, where would my office be...


Just got a job offer. No money discussed quite yet… but the suggestion was 60. Problem is… it is in the Tiny Town. Tiny Town Only. So… decent money, experience, but a “crazy” boss that doesn’t...


THIS ENTRY is entirely a response to THIS entry. I decided not to “revise” the last entry to put this in because… it seemed like enough to merit its own space. Admittedly, this should be in the...


I wake up from a nap; a much needed bit of rest. Instantly I’m assaulted by thoughts. Not thoughts of “what to do” or “where to go” but thoughts of days gone by and days to come. Regret over op...


This is me… writing an entry with announcements… after a difficult few days… and I’ll admit… I have about 60 ounces of HEAVY rum and coke in me. (1) Tomorrow, if Wife wakes up at the requested ti...


If you’re unhappy… if you don’t like where you are… where would you rather be? Two Scenarios present themselves. Obviously, one is preferable to the other. And… humorously, the one I prefer is ...


No idea why; but I randomly got a wild hair to write down a list of Songs That Make Me Cry. The only rules were (1) It had to be a song or version of a song recorded in my lifetime; (2) It had t...


Tuesdays are now poison. The number of people I know that hate on Bernie Sanders has increased. The number of people I know that support Donald Trump has increased. The number of people I know th...


Today was my first Work Day of No Work Funny Story: I’m still on the Work E-Mail List. So, I just got an e-mail from the Jail about who needs to be transferred, lol. But… my day was watching Fr...


This should be brief. Not really substantial. But playing video games today and doing stuff around the house, my mind wandered (as it sometimes does). Where it stopped… it has been stuck on no...


As is well known, my wife calls me fat often. This coupled with her frequent unwillingness to engage in intimate or affectionate contact has increasingly made me feel considerably more self cons...


Step 1: Spend two hours writing, perhaps, the greatest article on Comic Books and Geek Culture I have ever written. Step 2: Hit Save Entry like a chump. Step 3: See the screen that means: We’ve l...


I was crafting a riddle this morning trying to get the answer to be both perceptible but not easy. Then, after I finished, I remembered an easier way to get there. Below are both riddles (they ...


For the first time in a long time… totally lost an entry. Had a good one that I’d been thinking about all day. 3 Stories from the law library; a confession of a terrible thing I’d done and a di...


Editorial Interruption: Awesome notes on the last entry! It is what I wish Prosebox was like in every way. As a world we are all so similar and so different; and what makes us similar is cool a...


Every time a democrat says, “I like Bernie’s policies; but Hillary is more electable” a Trump Supporter buys another hat. http://www.salon.com/2016/03/08/hillarys_inevitability_lie_why_the_media_...


So… Wife, who certainly believes that she is on the Autism Spectrum, is watching several documentaries about Autism. My initial thought was: GOOD! I have friends with family that experience gen...


So, I’m already not feeling well. Sore, stiff, sore throat, mildly feverish. But… I only have 4 more days at my job; and I need to train Boss’ Assistant because I don’t trust Pedro to do it rig...


March 08, 2016

Bah! in BookThree: Flight Log 2016

Bah… major sore throat but I have to go into work to train Boss Assistant. Fingers crossed. I should really see a doctor. This is feeling less like congestion and post nasal drip and feeling a...


Perhaps no greater depiction of my wife in Omaha is needed than this little Facebook back and forth.... more sign that she despises her walmart, hates this city, and has grown bitter because of i...


Sometimes… I just need to get out of the echo chamber. I spend so much time around negativity (Wife, Jail) and so much time following the news (Divisions, Negativity, Hatred)… that the world as ...


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