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Midwest Attorney trying to navigate the waters of life

Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.

Haruki Murakami

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At work… trying to keep my mind focused on either (1) pushing through the confusion and at least ORGANIZING my madness… I may not know what to do with any of it; but at least I’ll know where it a...


I’m playing “Borderlands 2” right now. BTW… companies who are trying to “prevent pirating” by requiring “always on-line” bullshit… go fuck yourself! Seriously. Active Military people can have ...


(1) Oooo, bed. Bed bed bed bed bed bed bed bed bed! :D I SO did not want to get out of bed today!! Because… it was a bad :D BED! (2) So.... yeaaaah. Seeing my wife again got me into enough o...


If anyone that has been following me and is not on my friends list… please leave a note to let me know. Some of my MOVING CHRONICLES will be Friends Only to protect information and other importa...


Again from my phone… I just wanted to thank everyone. It is seriously, ridiculously isolated out here and seeing any sign that people care matters so much right now. I was thinking the other da...


Something menacing that starts with a T. HAVE to do a quick entry or I will explode with rage. Fuck the data costs and difficulty of trying to type this on a phone. Tried to get internet set up....


I MISS THE INTERNET! (Written rapidly at work. I have an offline entry about the move and first days of the job that will irritate and bore all of you. I will post it if/when my “home”… read: s...


Today was supposed to be my last Pathfinder game before the big move. But it was cancelled last minute due to an unavoidable schedule conflict for one of our players. So instead I was going to m...


Woke up a little late today. Most of the essentials I’ll need were already laid out for me by Wife. I didn’t want to pack while she was still here… I don’t know why exactly but… I feel like if ...


Living Situation: Had to figure out my immediate living situation today. HAD TO. Because… if I am to start soon? I need somewhere to live. Though… as my boss hasn’t gotten back to me yet on a...


This is a story I am telling in an article I am writing about self-confidence and esteem. SO… it won’t be NEW if I ever finish that article. But as life is about to get either REALLY busy or RE...


Becoming an adult may be difficult. My body naturally woke my ass up at 6 am today. So I thought… awesome, it is getting ready to have adult responsibilities and a job! Except about an hour and...


AND a long day of house hunting! Monday was house hunting day! Oh boy!! We left Omaha at 9… arrived in my new city at noon… looked at houses until 6 and drove back arriving around 9:15!! A ver...


At parents house writing on tablet. Been quiet as I contemplate and prepare for what is to come. Also been reading a lot. Here and elsewhere. Not commenting like I should :/ Lots of love and sup...


My brain… has issues. lol So, still freaked out about trying to find a place to live and trying to figure out how to do this job I’ve accepted. BUT… that is evening out as I also take solace and...


I really should have done more research on this job before applying. I should have done more research before accepting. But… I needed work. I need experience. I need to get my career started!...


March 22, 2016

Grum in BookThree: Flight Log 2016

Certainly trying to stay positive and hopeful. I sent my new boss an e-mail asking for specifics… like… when would be best for me to start, how to take care of Tax forms, where would my office be...


Just got a job offer. No money discussed quite yet… but the suggestion was 60. Problem is… it is in the Tiny Town. Tiny Town Only. So… decent money, experience, but a “crazy” boss that doesn’t...


THIS ENTRY is entirely a response to THIS entry. I decided not to “revise” the last entry to put this in because… it seemed like enough to merit its own space. Admittedly, this should be in the...


I wake up from a nap; a much needed bit of rest. Instantly I’m assaulted by thoughts. Not thoughts of “what to do” or “where to go” but thoughts of days gone by and days to come. Regret over op...


This is me… writing an entry with announcements… after a difficult few days… and I’ll admit… I have about 60 ounces of HEAVY rum and coke in me. (1) Tomorrow, if Wife wakes up at the requested ti...


If you’re unhappy… if you don’t like where you are… where would you rather be? Two Scenarios present themselves. Obviously, one is preferable to the other. And… humorously, the one I prefer is ...


No idea why; but I randomly got a wild hair to write down a list of Songs That Make Me Cry. The only rules were (1) It had to be a song or version of a song recorded in my lifetime; (2) It had t...


Tuesdays are now poison. The number of people I know that hate on Bernie Sanders has increased. The number of people I know that support Donald Trump has increased. The number of people I know th...


Today was my first Work Day of No Work Funny Story: I’m still on the Work E-Mail List. So, I just got an e-mail from the Jail about who needs to be transferred, lol. But… my day was watching Fr...