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Midwest Attorney trying to navigate the waters of life

Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.

Haruki Murakami

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(1) I was able to move stuff into the perm place… hooray (2) The perm place is nowhere near being finished. There’s no water hooked up; the appliances aren’t set up; the bathrooms aren’t operabl...


Holy shot, are you fucking kidding me?! Last week, Landlord’s exact words were “Wednesday, 6 o’clock”. So, I have all of my belongings in my car or office and drove to the new place. He doesn’t...


Kind of a weird trip. No sex… which was terrible… most of the place packed… so not much to help with. Just a little cleaning and that was the whole trip. I will certainly be thrilled when this ...


Pappy passed away at 4, 4:30 this morning. Received a phone call from my mom at 7. No news on funeral or other services yet. In a way, I’m glad. He wouldn’t have wanted to hang on for months ...


Balls. Can’t sleep. Writing on phone. Must be up in 4 hours. Kind of can’t believe that it’s only Wednesday. Rargh.


Mostly a smattering of statements from my head throughout the day: Waking up in pain, desperate to go back to sleep, desperate not to go into work… it is all becoming routine. To the point whe...


Still at the Hospice. It has been a long, very unrelaxing weekend. But engaged in my family’s Death Vigil.. everything in my life seems bizarre. Married… but I see my wife so little it’s shamefu...


Here at the hospice now, writing this on my phone. 1) Pappy has a lot of people who love him. Almost nonstop visitors since he arrived. 2) At the age of 6, I saw my grandmother get terminally il...


It is 9:00. I am just now leaving the office. And… no, I wasn’t hurriedly frantically working all this time. I opened Pandora, went through all of my files, wrote down the times for (all 7) he...


I am dwelling and obsessing and blah blah blah but d’ya know what I figured out? If you talked to the people I see the most in this county… NONE of them would be able to answer such basic CK ques...


Decided to not stress the work stuff so much right about the time I started falling asleep at my desk. BTW, it is funny. I have even had lawyers familiar with the area remark how surprised they a...


He isn’t dead yet and I shouldn’t be thinking of it so much but.... man. I’ve lost people in the last decade; but the last really close death in our family was when I was an undergrad… and that w...


Yup. Grandfather is going to be driven 2 hours to a hospital on the other side of the state to undergo extensive neurosurgery. Most of my family will be there. The family that can’t be there ar...


Drive from Omaha to DM. Pappy can’t speak, is in and out of consciousness and looks terrified. The options are 1: moving the ill 88 year old two hours east to undergo massive, intense ENT andne...


Last week, when I finally got my Internet Access (because of being in Omaha) I watched a lot of Jonathon Coulton SPIFFWORLD videos. Because… World of Warcraft and JoCo equals awesome. Today? Be...


April 26, 2016

Crap in BookThree: Flight Log 2016

Wife’said last night here. She is super hungry. It is getting cold enough that I can see my breath. Unfortunately, Wife locked the front door but didn’the grab the key to the house. Called Landlo...


Just saw a commercial for League of Legends. Music videos using World of Warcraft are playing on my TV. Facebook keeps reminding me about new SWTOR elements. The MMO is a persistent game style. ...


Today is Saturday. I am writing and posting :p And I am tired. Exhausted, really. I’m still not sure if it is me getting sick or just my body trying desperately to catch up on the Zs it has be...


I wasn’t really going to do a Prince entry. But over the last several hours… I can’t not. Prince was more than just the soundtrack to Batman (1989). But he was that, as well. “Trust” and “Part...


Anyone who says that culture, racism, and diversity aren’t hot button issues hasn’t been paying attention. Funny thing is… I have friends who are ALL over the map on this one. I have a friend w...


Enjoying my class; getting updated via e-mail on work waiting for me. Thus… this is fairly deserved:


Too Important Not To Share: (1) Not like it is a surprise but… my boss certainly earned G;ma Boss status. She has requested 4 times that I send her an e-mail attachment. I have sent her the e-m...


April 16, 2016

What? in BookThree: Flight Log 2016

So… I don’t have what I need to have to post my ramblings from the week. They will be posted but delayed.


RoFL. I should just quit the Move In thing if I’m going to stay up to date here, lol. But… as I can’t post from Home, I suppose keeping that up and uploading it when I can get to a personal com...


Imagine this… inside your head… as loud as possible… on repeat… all day