Park Row Fallout ⋅ 41 ⋅

Midwest Attorney trying to navigate the waters of life

Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.

Haruki Murakami

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So… I’m freaking a bit because it is balls hot outside, no AC at home, I’m pissed that I don’t know my job as well as people need me to, and I’m not exactly motivated to slit my wrists trying to ...


Much like always… wish I’d gotten more sleep. Unlike always… I did “sleep in” today and got to work at 9 instead of the earlier expected time. But that is nice because next week, I’m at a Confe...


I titled this third because my primary hasn’t been published yet. I admit I can be a petty petty person. Especially when it comes to moral disagreements. WAAAAY back in college… so a good 10 ye...


My mind is entirely on the Fritz today. Case in point… I’m going back and forth about the capitalization of the term “Fritz” right there. Granted, “Fritz” is a name but in the colloquial usage ...


Thought about writing an entry about wishes and the like. But honestly… nah. Because… what I want… what I (at the moment) feel like I can only gain through magic genies or wish trolls or shooti...


I’m questioning myself a lot lately. I’m not sure if that’s exactly a good thing. I’m questioning whether I should keep fighting. Technically, I could try to file for disability. Lots of peopl...


Certainly one of those mornings where I wish I could call work and say that I’ll be there late. So freaking tired!


I don’t like frequent criminals. That is an obvious thing. I just… I don’t. If you are going to break the law regularly (I don’t care if that means you drive 30 mph over the speed limit every ...


Oh Monday. You bitch. Anyone else feel like packing it in and going back to bed? After the weekend… especially after mowing on Sunday… my body is thoroughly unhappy with being out of bed. Ver...


This is absolutely ridiculous. Woke up this morning planning to mow the lawn (meaning, we’ll need to buy a mower). We’ll need to have a place to store it. We do have a garage, not connected to ...


I really wish we knew what box Wife packed the laptop power cord in. ::sigh:: Continued issues of not being 100% done with the move, I guess. Today… is a classic CK Saturday. I did 3 loads of la...


1) Wife called me from work… sobbing. Saying that she’s wasted her life. She is devastated about working at Wal Mart (still) and despises how extraordinarily isolated we are here. She hates our ...


(1) Wife and I finally got a new bed. Our first queen and our first Brand New mattress as opposed to second-hand. It is a wonderful bed and leaving it every morning seems morally objectionable. ...


I am so weird about… just… so many things. I have not been productive today. I am somewhat needed to let workers into the house today so that they can (please God) get closer to being finished i...


It is Wednesday. I need to stop drinking with my wife for a while. She has been weekend drinking since she got here. I totally understand that. First, she hates this area. Second, she has be...


I wish I was inspired to write a book. Or a play. Or a screenplay. When I first told my family that I wanted to be a lawyer, they were only worried about one aspect. I had long proved that I l...


For the first time in months, my Bookmarks Tab is empty. I’ve just read/caught up on a large number of Prosbox entries from people. Sorry if I didn’t note much. I don’t think my head is in the...


Okay… I’m shyte at math and don’t know if I did this properly. But… even with Wife here, this place feels horribly lonely and isolated. Omaha (City): 130.6 square miles. Population: 409,000 ...


Things are mostly the same right now. Wife has been unpacking like mad; trying to figure out where she wants things. I’m trying to help, to assist, but I’m also trying to encourage her that she ...


Huh. So… y’know that long list of things that aren’t finished in the house? Things as small as no mailbox, no house number, cables that don’t go anywhere, no hot water, no air conditioning, no v...


Work… helping move furniture and unpack… and now so much pain in my back and legs that I can’t sleep. Not cool. WUBBA LUBBA DUB DUB


So… while I may not feel up to creativity of late… my brain is finding avenues. DREAM I was in a new town; much larger but still “Small Town” feel. For some reason, I was convinced that I could ...


Reality is our excuse to allow the best parts of ourselves to be ignored. Honestly, not trying to sound profound or deep.... I was just thinking how it is so unfortunate that I haven’t really don...


Is it Friday yet?! WHAT a… just… months. Tired. Can’t find anything in the house. Trials all day. Wife is here! Yay to that. House is more fucked up than I expected. Boo. Apparently… some o...


Fingers crossed and prayers said for Wife as she moves tomorrow. And prayers that I will get the assistance I need tomorrow from Attorney Colleagues