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Midwest Attorney trying to navigate the waters of life
Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.
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Rassafrass in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
Oh Just Hang Me!! Get in to work; three messages on my phone… forty things I need to finish before noon… this is not okay. I am just… broken. The pain in my back is distracting and I can’t quit...
Oh.My.God. in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
So… I was a performer, an actor, and a comedian from the age of 5 (1989) until the age of 19 (2003). I miss it. I genuinely wish I could go back and do some theater… I can’t. This county HAS n...
Really? in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
Never a good sign when your morning sucks from the beginning. Woke up to my alarm at 6. Good, no worries. Grabbed breakfast and started scheduling the day… yeah, I think part of my problem is t...
Brief One in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
Here’s how I start my day: I am an idiot. I got home last night after work and Wife was already drinking. She hadn’t done anything all day… just watched Top Gear. And drank. And why am I a fuc...
Borrowed, nah Stolen Survey in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
What does your online diary name mean, and why did you pick it? Edward Nashton is one of the aliases of the Batman Rogue “The Riddler.” Batman Rogues are big for me as a reflection of personal f...
Where the Streets Have One Name in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
My mind sucks and I’m starting to think that maybe conversational therapy would be a good idea for me. Of course… that isn’t something available in this county. And every time I have a thought ...
More of the Same? in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
I can’t believe I have to be “this guy” but… coming in to work today felt Herculean. Obviously, I wanted to sleep but that wasn’t even the biggest issue of it. The biggest issue is this perman...
My Own Cowardice in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
An attorney friend of mine just posted something to Facebook that I would absolutely LOVE to re-post. I’ve not shied away from reposting controversial statements. I reposted the following: “The...
Mini in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
Just got home from the trip. No workers have been in the house all week. Called Landlord who verbally shrugged, said he might be by tomorrow and has no idea when the AC will be done. That plus t...
Memes in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
Two interesting memes coming in the wake of Orlando.... and both say a lot about this unfortunate US election coming up. 1) If you knowingly support someone spewing bigotry, you can’t say that yo...
Briefly in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
This morning, woke up… in lots of pain. Went to the conference. Lots of pain. Received an e-mail from a judge… quickly bs’d an order. Still haven’t heard back on if I fucked it up, so hopeful...
Huh in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
Likely won’t be on much; as I am in a Conference for Prosecuting Attorneys. (1) We discussed a fascinating Cold Case that could have come strait from the ID Channel “Deadly Women.” AND… it was f...
Stolen Survey Item in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
So… I’m freaking a bit because it is balls hot outside, no AC at home, I’m pissed that I don’t know my job as well as people need me to, and I’m not exactly motivated to slit my wrists trying to ...
Carousel in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
Much like always… wish I’d gotten more sleep. Unlike always… I did “sleep in” today and got to work at 9 instead of the earlier expected time. But that is nice because next week, I’m at a Confe...
Third, Briefly in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
I titled this third because my primary hasn’t been published yet. I admit I can be a petty petty person. Especially when it comes to moral disagreements. WAAAAY back in college… so a good 10 ye...
Mind Tank in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
My mind is entirely on the Fritz today. Case in point… I’m going back and forth about the capitalization of the term “Fritz” right there. Granted, “Fritz” is a name but in the colloquial usage ...
Blurb in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
Thought about writing an entry about wishes and the like. But honestly… nah. Because… what I want… what I (at the moment) feel like I can only gain through magic genies or wish trolls or shooti...
Questioning in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
I’m questioning myself a lot lately. I’m not sure if that’s exactly a good thing. I’m questioning whether I should keep fighting. Technically, I could try to file for disability. Lots of peopl...
Yeah Yuhp in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
Certainly one of those mornings where I wish I could call work and say that I’ll be there late. So freaking tired!
TWITTER: Obvious in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
I don’t like frequent criminals. That is an obvious thing. I just… I don’t. If you are going to break the law regularly (I don’t care if that means you drive 30 mph over the speed limit every ...
TWITTER Jump in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
Oh Monday. You bitch. Anyone else feel like packing it in and going back to bed? After the weekend… especially after mowing on Sunday… my body is thoroughly unhappy with being out of bed. Ver...
It All Falls Down in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
This is absolutely ridiculous. Woke up this morning planning to mow the lawn (meaning, we’ll need to buy a mower). We’ll need to have a place to store it. We do have a garage, not connected to ...
Saturdays in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
I really wish we knew what box Wife packed the laptop power cord in. ::sigh:: Continued issues of not being 100% done with the move, I guess. Today… is a classic CK Saturday. I did 3 loads of la...
Negative Update in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
1) Wife called me from work… sobbing. Saying that she’s wasted her life. She is devastated about working at Wal Mart (still) and despises how extraordinarily isolated we are here. She hates our ...
Words, wOrds, woRds in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
(1) Wife and I finally got a new bed. Our first queen and our first Brand New mattress as opposed to second-hand. It is a wonderful bed and leaving it every morning seems morally objectionable. ...
