Park Row Fallout ⋅ 41 ⋅

Midwest Attorney trying to navigate the waters of life

Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.

Haruki Murakami

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I’m exhausted. I hate that. Because I want to have the energy to do all of my work in the office, race home, greet my wife with a hug, do all the housework, spend some social time with my wife,...


Last night… just as I was getting to that good part of sleep… a lightning/thunder combination so brilliant that Wife and I thought it hit our backyard struck! No damage, no proof of strike, than...


Did fairly well last night for my goals and all. But there were a few more explosive “Fuck this place for everything” moments. (1) All week, when I’ve come home (and then again when Wife comes ...


New Goals! And with new goals, today there were some hits and misses. Some big. Some small. This will attempt to catalogue all of it so… I’ll understand should people chose to skip this. How...


This weekend has been… blah. My 5th Wedding Anniversary? Blah. No where to go; Wife was working anyway. Then 4th? Same story. No where to go, wife was working anyway. So, I’ve decided. To ...


As comes as no real surprise to me… getting my home office somewhat set up has been wonderful. Not just from a “I could do some work at home” perspective; but just simply… I need to feel connect...


Ever more perfect examples of what the world is like with a boss who you never see who is also going steadily into senility. Received a phone call last night at the office (went to voice mail obv...


Now that’s an interesting place to be. I am tired enough, and my body sore enough, that even typical news stories that would inspire me to write an OpEd simply have no affect. Are all “normal ...


(1) Last night, I was trying to really put my finger on my issues with this place. Because… yeah, it sucks that I’m not getting help… but in previous jobs, I’ve been able to rise above or bounce...


I said I’d return and do a write up of the chiro. Yeah. About 2 hours (due to first time) and some x-rays. Not surprisingly… as all medical doctors have told me before… body looks pretty healt...


June 28, 2016

Plan in BookThree: Flight Log 2016

Call me lazy, call me an ass, call me stupid. But here is my plan: (1) Call police officers begging them to come to court tomorrow. Because… I’m likely going to lose cases anyway, with or witho...


As soon as I got home from work yesterday, I grabbed the tablet, started reading, and promptly fell asleep. This was… not appreciated by Wife who promptly woke me up and said that I “could go to...


June 27, 2016

Yeah in BookThree: Flight Log 2016

Don’t want to talk much about the weekend. Essentially- it was not what I was hoping for nor expecting but that is completely on me. I was hoping for a nice relaxing weekend with family and fri...


Oh Just Hang Me!! Get in to work; three messages on my phone… forty things I need to finish before noon… this is not okay. I am just… broken. The pain in my back is distracting and I can’t quit...


So… I was a performer, an actor, and a comedian from the age of 5 (1989) until the age of 19 (2003). I miss it. I genuinely wish I could go back and do some theater… I can’t. This county HAS n...


Never a good sign when your morning sucks from the beginning. Woke up to my alarm at 6. Good, no worries. Grabbed breakfast and started scheduling the day… yeah, I think part of my problem is t...


Here’s how I start my day: I am an idiot. I got home last night after work and Wife was already drinking. She hadn’t done anything all day… just watched Top Gear. And drank. And why am I a fuc...


What does your online diary name mean, and why did you pick it? Edward Nashton is one of the aliases of the Batman Rogue “The Riddler.” Batman Rogues are big for me as a reflection of personal f...


My mind sucks and I’m starting to think that maybe conversational therapy would be a good idea for me. Of course… that isn’t something available in this county. And every time I have a thought ...


I can’t believe I have to be “this guy” but… coming in to work today felt Herculean. Obviously, I wanted to sleep but that wasn’t even the biggest issue of it. The biggest issue is this perman...


An attorney friend of mine just posted something to Facebook that I would absolutely LOVE to re-post. I’ve not shied away from reposting controversial statements. I reposted the following: “The...


June 16, 2016

Mini in BookThree: Flight Log 2016

Just got home from the trip. No workers have been in the house all week. Called Landlord who verbally shrugged, said he might be by tomorrow and has no idea when the AC will be done. That plus t...


Two interesting memes coming in the wake of Orlando.... and both say a lot about this unfortunate US election coming up. 1) If you knowingly support someone spewing bigotry, you can’t say that yo...


This morning, woke up… in lots of pain. Went to the conference. Lots of pain. Received an e-mail from a judge… quickly bs’d an order. Still haven’t heard back on if I fucked it up, so hopeful...


June 13, 2016

Huh in BookThree: Flight Log 2016

Likely won’t be on much; as I am in a Conference for Prosecuting Attorneys. (1) We discussed a fascinating Cold Case that could have come strait from the ID Channel “Deadly Women.” AND… it was f...