Park Row Fallout ⋅ 41 ⋅
Midwest Attorney trying to navigate the waters of life
Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.
Entries 2,471
Page 47 of 99
Weak Attempt in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
It has been a long time since I wrote a poem… this may be lame I’ve been retracing how we got here The paths that broke and intertwined I’ve been discovering the sign posts that I never learned t...
Nope, I'm a pushover. in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
Okay… so I’m a pushover… and that is totally on me and not my wife. I need to embrace that, work on it, and figure out how to get better about it. You see, Wife came home and asked, as part of c...
Wednesday and a Song in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
So… it isn’t news that people were convinced in High School that I was gay. I was thin, I wasn’t “macho,” I loved music and the theater, I adored Broadway, and I looked great in a dress (oh, the...
Tuesday and Shaw Shaw Bootchie in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
I’ve been working on my Narrative Therapy thing and I just got to the 21st Birthday where Wife and I connected. So, I’m finally getting through my past stuff and reaching into what has become my...
Something of an accusation in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
Today I decided to talk to Wife specifically about her therapy. More importantly the concept of regression. One of our mutual friends had brought it up recently saying that he noticed that Wife...
Monday and The Dark in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
Hello, Monday. You came earlier than expected. After I got home last night from the parents, I went straight to bed. I think my horror at seeing a 4 year old and a 37 year old with the same rea...
Sunday and Eerie in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
Sunday was spent with family. My parents remodeled their deck and today was the first decent day of weather to give it a go. It was mostly a nothing day… Wife taking the opportunity for a new au...
Saturday and a Game in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
Today has mostly been a nothing day. I slept most of the day because I did not sleep well last night. Then at 3, it was time to go to Dragon Lance DnD game. Wife had already started complainin...
This may be inappropriate in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
This may be entirely inappropriate, which is why I’m making this a Friend’s Only Entry. But this is me speaking here. If I just swallow everything up, I’ll.... well, shit, friends… if I continu...
Friday and Old in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
Happy Friday all! First thing’s first: Exercise update. I.... am an even more fat blob than I thought. Only partially kidding. I did another swim workout and forced myself to do more yards. Th...
Thursday and Gold Kryptonite in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
Gold Kryptonite: Debuted in Adventure Comics #299 (Aug. 1962). Kryptonite affected by atomic radiation, capable of permanently removing a Kryptonian’s ability to process yellow sunlight, which nu...
TWITTER: Apparently, I was wrong in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
Well, I ended my last entry with “That has been my day. I will write an additional entry later tonight. I didn’t lie or say anything untrue in my last entry but… I do feel the need to clarify or ...
Wednesday and TMI in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
I don’t know what is going on but my sleep issues are starting to really annoy me. I can’t get to sleep… it takes me hours and hours and hours and hours to get there. But then… I stay asleep. ...
When a Thing Comes to Me in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
Last night… as Wife was cooking and the TV was playing… I didn’t feel the “warm contentment of comfort” I once did. I felt that shortly before we were married. All I felt last night was lonely....
TWITTER: Good Things in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
So… I tend to write almost everything here. I wanted to write this as it is a good. Of course Wife was upset that I “didn’t do anything today” (her words) but she started writing a list of thing...
Tuesday and Spinning Wheels in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
According to my weather ap, it is just (slightly) above freezing outside today. So it makes perfect sense why I am so so bloody cold. HOWever… if anybody asks… I’m saying that I’m sick. Becaus...
Monday and Rocks in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
So last night I got exactly zero sleep. Shortly after 10:00 last night, Wife went to bed. I followed into the bedroom but remained fully clothed. Wife asked me to retrieve several DVDs so she...
Sunday Additional in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
Call me weak. Call me male. Call me whatever bad words you want to. It has been two weeks since I’ve had sex and 4 days since I’ve masturbated. For whatever reason… I want to engage in sexual ac...
Sunday and Sleepy in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
Happy Sunday all! I finally got to sleep sometime around 6 or 7… woke up at 11. MBFITWW and I finished Season 2 of K-On and the Movie. Which brought us up to 4. I left… it was still snowing (...
Saturday and Slice of Life in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
The trip has been fairly okay so far. Different than normal but not necessarily in a bad way. Normally, a trip like this would have been Friday: Straight to Anime Binge watching. Saturday would...
Friday and Blanket Mountain in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
I have discovered the secret to getting sleep. Apparently, I need all of the blankets in the house… folded in half to double their size/effectiveness… and placed directly on top of me. This is ...
Late Night Musings in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
I know this is a title I’ve used before. I know this is a title other people have used before. Now that we are past the most basic of criticisms, let us discuss the real issues. (1) I have cons...
Thursday and Early in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
I’m not sure if this is a direct track but… despite rough sleep last night (thank you Tiger Balm for making my leg shut up long enough to sleep at all) I woke up around 6 this morning. Apparentl...
Wednesday and Failure in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
Well, poop. I suppose I should have expected this. After not being able to get to bed last night, when I finally did drift off, my body was less than willing to leave that state of existence. ...
Another One of Those Nights in Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
Ufda. No idea why I’ve been having trouble sleeping again. Or still. Not quite sure. That’s the thing. I’m not exactly unfamiliar with sleep issues. Even back in college, I’d have entire we...
