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Woke up from a dream to knocking at 6 and was immediately panicked. I tried to stumble out of bed, but with my lack of balance, it was a fight to stay on my feet. I fell in 3 directions before fi...
Watching a crystal live on IG and the guy’s prices are too high. Sigh. I have to wait a couple hours for my regular gal. Back on my goldfish cartons. We have warm white christmas lights that wor...
I can’t believe Thanksgiving is already next week and Christmas is so soon. More snow today. I made an appointment at some natural medicine place Mom recommended & she set up her printer in h...
His dream version is better. We had our first Vermont snow today! I am officially allowed (and spent all day) to listen to Christmas music! I got a beautiful brown, leather journal that I’m gonna...
Yes, this rant references TWO franchises: In “The Bastard Son & The Devil Himself”, Nathan explains to Gabriel (who I’m in love with…and who’s gay…in the show? In real life?) his LOTR theory ...
Make a wish! It’s raining pretty regularly now, so my porch isn’t so much of an option. So I let my ex call me “baby” sometimes, someone has to. I can’t wait until I’m fixed and also attracted to...
I had F*bombs for everything individually as I tried to close my bedroom door and get back to my bed without falling. I feel like bro/wife shouldn’t be mad I got them Christmas presents; they sho...
My brother is now 41. I just bought the whole S2 of Euphoria so I can watch people abuse drugs and all yell at each other…Watched the whole LOTR show and loved it, but now I have to wait for a ne...
I’m the type who puts things away in exactly the same place, because I’m not mindful enough to find where I left it, if I put it somewhere new. It looks like organization, but it’s easier. No, I ...
Lot of acne for an “adult”. “The Sun Will Come Up, the Seasons Will Change”-Nina Nesbitt I sometimes miss talking to Satan? I’m well-aware He’s far below my level on many fronts; not only does H...
Mom is coming at some point tomorrow after church. I suppose it’s time (Monday) to figure out the whole Mass General thing and make an appointment, because I really need to function on a basic le...
My results are back from the blood draw, but idk what they mean, but probably nothing. The neurologist’s office called to schedule a follow up…for March. Bro, I can’t just live like this…and I ne...
Blood draw went well today! First vein & first try worked like a charm. Mom came over around 2:15 and we almost finished the puzzle we’ve been working on before we left. Mom physically tried ...
10/23-24/22 in 2022
Bojour. So Mass General “invited” me to join their patient portal, I have my 3rd blood draw tomorrow afternoon and my mom is fishing for invitations. I feel bad not expressly saying I want her to...
“I’m cruisin’ for a peep!”-Wine&Crime (aka my favorite murder/comedy podcast) I got my new glasses and finished the contact-ordering process today, so I’m excited about that. I love the way t...
10/19/2022 in 2022
Here I am again, because my hand can’t form legible sentences. Had a Zoom with a neurologist this afternoon; he was my age. I half want to be left alone and half need support. I know I need thera...
10/18/2022 in 2022
It’s one of those rare days when (where?) I actually know the date. I used to be such a good typist and so eloquent before this. Now, mistakes are unavoidable, and everything is hard and scary, e...