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1:30 am 10/2/25 Saturday night (so a few days ago) I found out that someone at work died. Not here, but at a hospital or something. She died August the 27th. I always saw her and she worked in ...

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2:51 am 9/25/25 Katelyn is back with her ex. Someone told me to unfollow her but I, she crossed my mind. I was watching her get off with her vibrator and thought, had she posted anything new? I...

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7:20 am 9/24/25 I feel better, but I think it’s that high you get after being sick for the past three days. Now I want to clean up and decorate my place. Actually, I’m bored. I saw some girl on...

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11:13 pm 9/23/25 I was born at 9:23 pm, so I’m a few hours late. Do you ever forget how old you are? I got a ton of birthday messages from my y coworker friends. What are coworkers that you’re ...

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5:35 pm 9/22/25 Tomorrow’s my birthday. I was going to have it at this buffet place with some work friends, but that’s not happening now. Saturday night my boss offered us overtime and I stayed...

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4:53 am - 9/15/25 My birthday is in 8 days. Work has been going well. One guy wanted to bring a gun to work and open carry. Who the fuck is this dumb fuck trying to intimidate?! I swear the dum...

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1:37 am 9/11/25 Why do I date these? The date is never correct on my end but, Katelyn has a boyfriend. A few days ago she told me that she needed money. I asked her if she was okay. That's w...

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9:16 am The song "Runaway" by Mr. Little Jeans is so good. The guitar intro.... Oof. I'm laying here, on my blanket, that's on the floor. I want to buy furniture but this place smells. I have a ...

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6:47 am She gives me a reason... That's what we all say. Fuck, I hate feeling this way. Katelyn blocked my stalking account. The other girl I bought nudes from is living her life. She messaged m...

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10:30 pm I still can't post photos! The last time I was on here was back in July. Can you believe that summer is gone? I still feel like crap when I think about Katelyn. She's still posting abou...

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4:34 pm There’s a few weeks to cover. So I left off where Katelyn deleted me. That lasted about a week. She got back to my messages (from Instagram) a week later. She added me back and sold me t...

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5:21 pm I’m trying to break this addiction. It’s so easy. do you have a cash app? Do you have an OF? Do you have a spicy link? Wanna sell? Bam! It’s done. Then you come back for more and more. E...

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4:29 pm I asked this Mexican restaurant if they still had taco Tuesday and they told me no. But their Facebook page and Instagram said to come on by for taco Tuesday. It was before the lockdown....

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4:45 am Shit didn’t get any better after Katelyn asked me for money to get her hair done. I gave her $10 dollars and told her that’s all I had. The very next day she sent me a cash app request f...

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2:44 am Katelyn and I are no more. Not that we were anything to begin with, but I got attached. We spoke a bit more that week and she said that she didn’t want to do a long distance relationship...

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2:30 pm I’m pretty sore after hitting the gym. Katelyn and I spoke and last night around 10 pm she wanted me to go like her Instagram post. I told her that I’d do that and comment on it. She del...

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4:47 am Have you ever had that whole thing where you can’t sleep? Like, let me give you an example. When I was 16 (at least I think I was) I had a crush on some random girl I met on a website ca...

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4:41 am This is probably gonna get me a lot of hate. If anyone reads this but, I rarely get notes… So? Yeah. A few days ago I was angry and I randomly added people on Snapchat. You know how it s...

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9:09 am Damn… I’ve been so angry that I forgot to talk about the good stuff. Well, SOME of it. I never got that promotion I applied for, or jod position. I’m still convinced that the lady over t...

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2:52 pm I should be getting ready for work, but I feel sick to my stomach. I’m always sad and I TRY, believe me, I TRY to be happy. I try to see the good in every day but what good is it when I’...

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1:38 am It’s been a while, again. Listen, it’s been three years? Four years? Something like that and I STILL miss her. It eats at me and it isn’t like I’m not trying to forget her. I don’t fuck ...

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5:47 am - God what a fucking trip!! October the 25th my store manager asked me if I’d like to be the new digital team lead. Sure, let’s do it. Only I guess it wasn’t mine since 19 others applied...

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1:42 pm 3/25/2024 My last entry was made March the 5th. I don’t remember much but Alyssa was mad at me for not “working” as hard as I used to. Mice chewed up some wires in my car and I couldn’t f...

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11:11 pm 10/26/2023 Is this when you’re supposed to make a wish? I don’t know if I mentioned it, but a week or two ago I got a tablet and a keyboard. Should I make a whole book about work? Like a...

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4:03 pm 10/11/2023 Things got a bit worse since my last entry. This seems to be a never ending trend. Leaving work I got a ticket! I wasn’t even speeding!! So I got a ticket and the very next day...

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