J.E. ⋅ 43 ⋅
“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”
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It Does Get Better, Just Takes Time in I'm About To Have A Nervous Breakdown
It can be so difficult at times to relate to someone. I’m having one of my emotional days… While studying for my math final I came across the song, “My Orphan Year,” by NOFX. Hit me so hard I st...
Further Perpetuating The Cycle Of Greed in Hello
I should have never gone into the Guitar Center two weeks ago. I saw MY Yamaha keyboard that I instantly fell in love with. Now while yesterday was spent stuffing my face full of food at my fri...
Hooray We're Gonna Die! in Hello
Another day in the world and Ferguson, Missouri is burning itself off the map. Looking back on it…I don’t think Joey ever intended to return that hentai he rented from the Deep. I’ve ADHD’ed ag...
Sugar, Aw Honey Honey in Hello
I’ve been trying to watch what I eat and exercise more frequently. Where I have been exercising every day (except today) I have been consuming candy still. With the alcohol and then quitting sm...
I want to lay upon cold grass wrapped in a hoodie and stare at a pale blue sky Let my thoughts drift among the clouds Oh how a perfect day that would be Breathe you in and exhale a piece of heave...
Get Out Of My Head! in I'm About To Have A Nervous Breakdown
5:25 AM I just woke up from the most intense nightmare about my dad. Again, like always, he was still alive. Except this time everyone knew. I was lied to for the last 15 years about his death… I...
One Year Milestone in Hello
Today is one year sober.
The Plunge in I'm About To Have A Nervous Breakdown
There is a prescription of Paxil sitting on my kitchen counter that was prescribed to me this afternoon. Here goes nothing…
The Internet Can Be A Bitch Sometimes... in Hello
Let me start by saying that while I do love the technology of the last thirty years, it can be annoying sometimes. “PC LOAD LETTER? WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT!?!” My old laptop crashed…when it did I...
Stress With A Slice Of Stress Between To Pieces Of Stress in Hello
Come Tuesday, when I go back to school, I’m going to speak with an academic adviser about dropping my physical science class. We took our first comprehensive test over chapter one and chapter tw...
Instead Of A Cryptic Entry in Hello
How about you just unload for once. Here we go… I don’t hate my physical science class, at least not yet anyway. I’m trying to keep an open mind about these things and really, it has only been o...
What Do You Miss About Childhood? in Hello
I was invited to a party last night. (23rd) When getting the directions of where I had to go in order I realized it was near my grandmother’s old house. Took the back exit out of the neighborho...
Nightmare in I'm About To Have A Nervous Breakdown
Found out the ex has a new boyfriend. What happened to not wanting a relationship? While the clouds were thundering outside my window I had a nightmare about it.Mostly it was me on the screaming...
Walkin' The Streets... in I'm About To Have A Nervous Breakdown
Gettin' dat money, bitch. I'm whoring myself to work till Saturday. Paying what the grant didn't cover on tuition has set me back $241. I got online yesterday to check into the books I'll be n...
This Society (Fuckin' Rant) in Hello
I've been wanting to write this for at least two years now... Coal Rollers. People modifying diesel trucks with a smack stack to actually bellow out that black death into the air to protest the...
OOOOOOOOHHHHHHHH! in Hello
I'm walking through my corridor. All is black and the walls green letters and numbers...a complete jumble that all makes sense eventually. Whistling a lonely tune, I trod along, into my destina...
Meow Meow!! Meow Meow!! in Hello
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j1lZf2c00c4 I'll close my eyes And with a wave of my hand Your world is gone Scorched, wasted land I'll incinerate, penetrate, and never over compensate Your ...
I've Fallen, Now To Get Back Up in I'm About To Have A Nervous Breakdown
I have slipped into drug use again. Smoking weed on a daily basis for the last few months actually and for the last five weekends have consumed lsd, upping the dosage each time I've taken it try...
"We Love The All Of You..." in Hello
I've been pining for 2004 and 1994 here lately. 2004 because that's when my life fell apart, and I'm just now putting it all back together. 1994 because I've been thinking a lot about the music...
Oh Heaven's No, Not The Green One! in Hello
Whoa...whoa...OK! You are now firing a gun at your IMAGINARY friend near FOUR HUNDRED GALLONS OF NITROGLYCERIN! Fight Club in background. Today I didn't have a babysitter at work. I worked ...
I'm reminded of the film Full Metal Jacket. Specifically the scene in which drill sergeant actor R. Lee Ermy is humiliating Vincent D'Onofrio's character of Leonard aka Gomer Pyle by making him ...
Aftermath... in Hello
So...I met up with her at Baskin Robbins because the had been mentioning mint chocolate chip ice cream that she had not had in years and it was somewhere she had been mentioning she wanted to go....
This Is Going To Hurt in Hello
We've tried to remain friends. The, "I love you's," we exchange over the phone before hanging up hurts every time. She's already, "casually dating," someone else. Shit, she was doing that fo...
Today, Life Got Better... in Hello
I keep thinking to myself, jokingly of course, about using health insurance with a week's paid vacation to check back into the hospital. My six day stay in the psych ward has turned out to be ...
Feels Like Standing Still For Eons And Eons... in Hello
Like trying to run through a vat of banana pudding, sounds nice and tempting at first with a hint of sweets...then you realize that you're just a dumbass standing in $500 worth of high fructose v...
