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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”

Philip K. Dick

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January 12, 2016

R.I.P. David Bowie in Hello

The Starman hath returned to the stars…


https://www.dropbox.com/s/yo2nebbqe5dsa6j/Boner%20Jam.mp4?dl=0 Video made by Eric on his new editing software. Also, I didn’t realize how fat…ter I got after I quit smoking.


This dream was an odd one, yet again. Party at the house though not the one I live in…whatever. My eldest brother showed up with his friend Steve (who I’ve met and is actually really cool.) Ja...


It got in my head last night and I couldn’t shake it. Ended up at the liquor store to get a cheap bottle. I should have called someone to talk or something else. I was texting a friend today ...


December 07, 2015

FU/TV in Dreams And Nightmares

Digital Cable. Well over thee-hundred plus television networks with millions of programs and most of them shit. After writing the following rant on my phone today I’m deciding to stay away from ...


First. Had started back at the old deli job. For some reason it was in the area of the Apron’s kiosk…everyone was crammed in. Things were dark, light every second florescent fixture was out. ...


December 03, 2015

Pirates 'n' Boxers in Hello

One day out of each month should be reserved for a theme. My pick? Pirate day. Everyone gets out there best sea clothing and set sail for adventure. Think of it. It’s a regular business day....


December 1st is my new sobriety date. I relapsed Monday night and drank vodka and beer. I’m not beating myself up over it. I have had a really bad hangover all day. I feel so…lost…


They playground ones. Should put this part in the Dreams and Nightmares book but, eh. The dreams where I’m on a playground from one of the many grade schools I attended. May have had one last ...


November 11, 2015

NoJoMeh... in NoJoMo 2015

Done, couldn’t care less now. Heart isn’t in it anymore like it was at the beginning.


November 08, 2015

NoJoMo 7 & 8 in NoJoMo 2015

Didn’t get a chance to write yesterday. Yesterday afternoon I met up with some of the guys I went to school with for lunch. We ate good and caught up on how things have been with everyone. Stoo...


November 07, 2015

NoJoMo 6 in Dreams And Nightmares

I Am An Alcoholic I was recently asked by my friend if being around alcohol and drunk people bother me? Considering on the nights my friends and I gather for our weekly movie/vlog where they are...


November 06, 2015

NoJoMo 5 in NoJoMo 2015

I’ve been ridiculously stressed today . Seems like every hour I was getting back on to the ‘net to job hunt. I’m going batty. Spent yesterday and some of today crying on and off. I really hate ...


November 04, 2015

NoJoMo 4 in NoJoMo 2015

Was sent home from the temp job, too many people not enough work. Nice to see I wasted my gas.


November 04, 2015

NoJoMo 3 in NoJoMo 2015

Another day another dollar. I’m actually about to head to bed early because I am so freakin’ tired tonight. But wanted to stop by here and at least jot something down. So, something. Nite nite...


November 03, 2015

NoJoMo 2 in NoJoMo 2015

I’m tired of seeing the term, “Life hacks.” IT’S NOT A FUCKING HACK! IT IS A TIP OR A TRICK! Unless you can plug yourself into a computer and actually reprogram your DNA there is no such thing...


November 02, 2015

NoJoMo 1 in NoJoMo 2015

I was fortunate enough to be invited to a Halloween party last night. Everyone was a stranger except the core group I was with but that never stops me. Eventually got into a few conversations w...


October 30, 2015

NoJoMo Is Coming... in Hello

That is all.


October 23, 2015

El Pollos Choza in Hello

The Chicken Shack The fucking Chicken Shack On a recent adventure I go to take a drive to an industrial part of town that I’ve only been to a handful of times. Real late at night. When drunk. ...


I was lazing about, television on pretending to sleep when you had walked into the room. Nothing but a pair of pink panties on as you climbed into bed. We talked. We fucked. We talked more. ...


October 19, 2015

Where do you come from? in Hello

I’m told it may be the medication which has increased the odd dreams. My mind keeps me up racing, especially with the last three weeks of added stress. A non drug induced night of decent sleep f...


October 16, 2015

Two Years Sober Today in Hello

Eric says I’m Bob…


October 02, 2015

Groovy Grenade in Hello

Dreaming of a weapon called the groovy grenade. When it explodes, instead of shrapnel, peace symbols fly out and the enemy starts hugging each other and swaying like hippies. Just a thought…


September 28, 2015

Who Are You? in Dreams And Nightmares

Local show, concert, or big music festival, I don’t know. The lights were bright, smoke filled the air, and the music vibrated like an earthquake upon the ground. There we met. There we fell i...


Most of the details are lost to me now. We had enjoyed our time but as always, an argument ensued. You were standing on the porch of your new house, or at least it was what your house looked like...


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