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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”

Philip K. Dick

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I’m not sick but I don’t feel so hot. My body feels weak and lethargic and I personally want to crawl back into bed and sleep the night away. I don’t know what it is but here lately when I do f...


October 21, 2019

All I Got Is This Blank Stare in Hello

When you try to say you’re getting better but your actions are a textbook example… Seems like most things I involve myself in turn to shit. At my doing no less. I really fucked up this time… I’...


October 18, 2019

-_- in Hello

Apparently the new schedule goes up every Thursday. I have to work tonight… Fuck… Update: I talked to my coworker and since there are only two of us we work six days. Other shifts have more pe...


October 17, 2019

Aye Papi! in Hello

Got paid today. 48 hours last week netted me what I made in a month at Chik Fil A. Wow! Tomorrow I’m hitting up Barnes & Nobel for my order then Dreamland BBQ ‘cause I want some ribs slathere...


October 16, 2019

Failure To Communicate in Hello

This morning I learned that there is an actual schedule posted with working hours established. Gee, thanks for telling me first thing! Anyways, instead of 8pm till 6am I’m working 11pm till 7:4...


October 14, 2019

Oh Ya I'm Tired in Hello

1:55 AM. In the car enjoying a smoke on my lunch break. I had another piece of bbq chicken from Saturday night. Still damn good. Honestly I wish I was back home wrapped up on my couch. I’m sle...


October 12, 2019

First Week in Hello

Smokey is warming my lap. The first week at work with by smooth. On Wednesday I finally brought my headphones and rocked out all day while machining. Friday was boring as hell. Had to sit on t...


October 09, 2019

Warm Feet in Hello

I’m laying on the couch with Smokey asleep in my lap and my feet propped up on the heating pad. My tooth hasn’t hurt since yesterday morning!!! First day of work I got a ton of, “welcome backs.”...


October 06, 2019

Make It Stop: Update in Hello

I’m in so much fucking pain. This tooth has got to go! Much later: After two Tylenol, a muscle relaxer and a good brushing it quit hurting. Right side, upper tooth. Makes the whole side of my f...


October 05, 2019

Send In The Clowns in Hello

Well that was a fun day. Drove mom and aunt to a few thrift stores. Got season three of It’s Always Sunny In Philadelphia for $5. Lunch at Red Lobster where I ate my weight in the endless shrim...


October 04, 2019

Stop It! in Hello

I’ve got a cavity and it’s starting to ache. Spent a good bit cleaning off the backyard where a storm did some major damage to one of the trees. Only a little more to clean up but had to come ...


October 03, 2019

I GOT THE JOB!!! in Hello

Title says it all. Don’t know when I’ll start but it’s double what I was making at Chik Fil A with less work. 😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎


September 30, 2019

No Title in Hello

At the urging of my friend/ex coworker, I reapplied for the job I had back from December to March. They’re short of help and rehired someone already. I emailed the HR lady and sure enough she s...


September 25, 2019

Hmm in Hello

The hamster running in his exercise wheel that is my brain is on crack. Nightmares Monday. Specifically odd dreams last night. Ugh! Hate it when I’m stressed. Crap like that tends to happen…


Actually not really. I just ate pretty good this weekend. Grilled chicken with corn on the cob and Vermont white cheddar mashed potatoes Friday. Beef stew chock with veggies last night (Sat.) Tac...


September 21, 2019

Sumbitch! in Hello

Insomnia took hold last night and I didn’t fall asleep till after eight AM. Slept pretty much till four. Twas nice. Off today so I ended up grilling some chicken. Drool, so good. Work did try...


September 18, 2019

R & R in Hello

I’d like to go back to bed. That is all.


September 18, 2019

Late Night in Hello

No one wants to talk this late at night. Fuck sleep.


When you step out into the world in the aftermath to view the damage… Laid to waste the landscape… Pick up the broken pieces of life and ponder what went wrong…


September 16, 2019

Don't Call Us in Hello

We might call you. I’m currently sitting in the examination room at my doctor’s office. I called in today so will need a note to return without repercussions. I’ve got a headache and I want to ...


September 16, 2019

No Sleep Probably in Hello

I slept most of the day away so I’m probably not going to tonight. I go to two different temp agencies about a machinist jobs in the morning. I’m hoping hardcore something comes of it. Sick of ...


September 12, 2019

Crapola in Hello

1:52 AM and after two Aleve PM’s I’m no longer tired. Wide awake. Bah! Work was slow the first few hours but made up for it the last hour. I swear, hats off to all the kids that bust their ass...


September 10, 2019

Stupid Technology in Hello

For some reason photobucket won’t let me log in proper so no pics for now. I’ll screw around with it later on on the laptop. Right now I’ve been up all night gaming after work. I’m off today ...


September 08, 2019

New Age in Hello

I cut my hair and shaved in bald. I’ll keep doing this till something better comes along. Pics soon.


September 02, 2019

Stuft in Hello

Just got back from my brother’s place for a cookout. Damn I’m full… Work is organized chaos every day. There are no slow periods, ugh. Thankfully we’re closed Sunday’s. My lower back, left s...


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