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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”

Philip K. Dick

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Thank you to everyone who commented on my last entry. I couldn’t get the dumbfuck thing out of my head. I was a special ed student in grade school as well as junior high. My middle brother (wh...


October 27, 2021

Easy Goal in Hello

Won’t shave again till New Years Day. I’m getting prickly. Went to see Dr. Gilbert. No more mood stabilizers. Now prescribed a non-stimulant for my ADHD. (Guess I was extra fidgety.) She’s no...


October 26, 2021

7:14 AM (Can't Sleep) in Hello

Yesterday was the 22nd anniversary of my dad passing away. I was indifferent to it. Mostly I was missing being in a relationship and feeling very lonely. There is no work for sheet metal nor ...


October 25, 2021

Big PP Energy in Hello

Got a new TV set. Upgraded to a LG 55”. Ohhh man is it marvelous.


October 24, 2021

Crapola! in Hello

I was throwing down on Jedi Fallen Order when my tv blanked out. I could still hear the sound effects, but no image. Checked all the cords, everything is fine yet still nothing. Bah!


October 23, 2021

National Lampoons in Hello

Everyone remembers the movies. Chevy Chase wants to entertain his kids that requires a road trip. The song Holiday Road starts playing. That song isn’t about a vacation. It’s about being ti...


Stuffed my face with chicken and mac and cheese when I got in from work. Got a real shit sleep yesterday. Almost four hours. Didn’t fall asleep till after ten AM. I was dragging ass a bit to...


October 20, 2021

Did You Know... in Hello

That people with type O blood are at lesser risk for cardiovascular disease than the other types? Don’t ask, I was driving around the other day lost in my blur of thoughts. I started thinking of...


October 19, 2021

This Crap Is Getting Old in Hello

SSDD My lower back hurts like Hell. Did a lot of bending down tonight at work. The heating pad and chapter I read only gets me so far. Took three muscle relaxers, just waiting for them to kick...


I’d punch him in the face. Had an intense nightmare about my dad. He’d sometimes get in a bad mood and take it out on whoever was unlucky enough to be around him. Needless to say that would hav...


October 17, 2021

Hot Showers For Everyone! in Hello

Woke up cold to the bone this morning. A piping hot shower took care of that. I have to stop sitting with my legs crossed for hours at a time. My right knee hurts a bit from sitting that way ...


October 17, 2021

Brief Stint in Hello

For a brief stint I worked at Chik-Fil-A. Not sure if I wrote about it. I was amongst the epitome of privileged children. I am an adult working amongst the rich offspring of Southside Huntsvill...


October 15, 2021

Heard This On The Pop Station in Hello

And now it’s my new obsession. The fact she buys my favorite snack of white cheddar popcorn tickles my tummy.


October 14, 2021

Joys Of Not Facebooking in Hello

Treated mom out to lunch and while paying ran into an old friend. I was blown away because when I saw her last, a decade ago, she was in bad shape. Clean now, in a nursing program and working a...


October 13, 2021

Screw Yesterday in Hello

Got stuck in the back washing parts of dirt and grime. That involved standing the whole time, unloading one pallet to put parts into a basket and drop them into a chemical bath for ten minutes, ...


October 10, 2021

3rd Shift Target in Hello

The band The Misfits is kind of a joke amongst my old friends. To me they’re my favorite. Anyways, working at Target one night I started singing the opening lines to their most popular song Last...


October 07, 2021

Phunk Seoul Brutha in Hello

Oh crap does my left wrist hurt. Machined end…uh…panel…something or other but had to use the whirlybird to debur every single one. Supposedly it’s a hot job they need tomorrow. I worked up a d...


October 06, 2021

Old Leather in Hello

I’m worn out. Running the cradle channels isn’t bad but repetitive. Load part, machine, blow of excess coolant/chips and unload, take the 90 and thoroughly sand edges down. Between the combina...


October 05, 2021

Crunchy Indian Classic in Hello

Andrew Zimmern is on in the background. Since getting the second shot Friday I’ve been so lethargic. Slept most of the weekend away. It was nice but I felt ill both Saturday and Sunday. I work...


October 01, 2021

Stiffy (heh heh eh heh heh) in Hello

My hands hurt after two days of running the…uh…whatever the Hell they’re called. I’m enjoying a smoke and laying on the heating pad directly on my lower back. I’m definitely going to be stiff ...


September 28, 2021

Game Over, Man! in Hello

Game over! When I go back in from break I will have to do the steel beams I complained about last entry. They are very cumbersome and once in place I have to drag a drill press down the length o...


September 28, 2021

Tomorrow Is Going To Suck... in Hello

The big steel beams that were on the loading dock have been welded. Meaning now they need the holes drilled in them. Very heavy and exhausting.


September 27, 2021

Disclaimer in Hello

If you fall asleep in my house you’re more thank likely to wake up with a cat sleeping on you. That is all. I deleted the last two entries. I have some serious thinking to do. Right now thoug...


7:13 AM. Boy, am I glad I’m off today. What’s that? Why? ‘Cause like the fucker (fucker fucker) I am I drank last night. I got bored. I didn’t want to read, draw, work on a puzzle or project, jus...


September 18, 2021

She's Just Playing Hard To Get in Hello

Ended up calling the work messenger at three something in the morning saying I wont be in. Pretext, we literally only have ONE job running and NO material to run anything else with. That’s not ...


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