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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”
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My Name Is Forrest, Forrest Gump in Hello
Thank you to everyone who commented on my last entry. I couldn’t get the dumbfuck thing out of my head. I was a special ed student in grade school as well as junior high. My middle brother (wh...
Won’t shave again till New Years Day. I’m getting prickly. Went to see Dr. Gilbert. No more mood stabilizers. Now prescribed a non-stimulant for my ADHD. (Guess I was extra fidgety.) She’s no...
7:14 AM (Can't Sleep) in Hello
Yesterday was the 22nd anniversary of my dad passing away. I was indifferent to it. Mostly I was missing being in a relationship and feeling very lonely. There is no work for sheet metal nor ...
Big PP Energy in Hello
Got a new TV set. Upgraded to a LG 55”. Ohhh man is it marvelous.
I was throwing down on Jedi Fallen Order when my tv blanked out. I could still hear the sound effects, but no image. Checked all the cords, everything is fine yet still nothing. Bah!
National Lampoons in Hello
Everyone remembers the movies. Chevy Chase wants to entertain his kids that requires a road trip. The song Holiday Road starts playing. That song isn’t about a vacation. It’s about being ti...
Mac And Cheese Flavored Cigarettes in Hello
Stuffed my face with chicken and mac and cheese when I got in from work. Got a real shit sleep yesterday. Almost four hours. Didn’t fall asleep till after ten AM. I was dragging ass a bit to...
Did You Know... in Hello
That people with type O blood are at lesser risk for cardiovascular disease than the other types? Don’t ask, I was driving around the other day lost in my blur of thoughts. I started thinking of...
This Crap Is Getting Old in Hello
SSDD My lower back hurts like Hell. Did a lot of bending down tonight at work. The heating pad and chapter I read only gets me so far. Took three muscle relaxers, just waiting for them to kick...
If He Were Alive in Dreams And Nightmares
I’d punch him in the face. Had an intense nightmare about my dad. He’d sometimes get in a bad mood and take it out on whoever was unlucky enough to be around him. Needless to say that would hav...
Hot Showers For Everyone! in Hello
Woke up cold to the bone this morning. A piping hot shower took care of that. I have to stop sitting with my legs crossed for hours at a time. My right knee hurts a bit from sitting that way ...
Brief Stint in Hello
For a brief stint I worked at Chik-Fil-A. Not sure if I wrote about it. I was amongst the epitome of privileged children. I am an adult working amongst the rich offspring of Southside Huntsvill...
Heard This On The Pop Station in Hello
And now it’s my new obsession. The fact she buys my favorite snack of white cheddar popcorn tickles my tummy.
Joys Of Not Facebooking in Hello
Treated mom out to lunch and while paying ran into an old friend. I was blown away because when I saw her last, a decade ago, she was in bad shape. Clean now, in a nursing program and working a...
Screw Yesterday in Hello
Got stuck in the back washing parts of dirt and grime. That involved standing the whole time, unloading one pallet to put parts into a basket and drop them into a chemical bath for ten minutes, ...
3rd Shift Target in Hello
The band The Misfits is kind of a joke amongst my old friends. To me they’re my favorite. Anyways, working at Target one night I started singing the opening lines to their most popular song Last...
Phunk Seoul Brutha in Hello
Oh crap does my left wrist hurt. Machined end…uh…panel…something or other but had to use the whirlybird to debur every single one. Supposedly it’s a hot job they need tomorrow. I worked up a d...
Old Leather in Hello
I’m worn out. Running the cradle channels isn’t bad but repetitive. Load part, machine, blow of excess coolant/chips and unload, take the 90 and thoroughly sand edges down. Between the combina...
Crunchy Indian Classic in Hello
Andrew Zimmern is on in the background. Since getting the second shot Friday I’ve been so lethargic. Slept most of the weekend away. It was nice but I felt ill both Saturday and Sunday. I work...
Stiffy (heh heh eh heh heh) in Hello
My hands hurt after two days of running the…uh…whatever the Hell they’re called. I’m enjoying a smoke and laying on the heating pad directly on my lower back. I’m definitely going to be stiff ...
Game Over, Man! in Hello
Game over! When I go back in from break I will have to do the steel beams I complained about last entry. They are very cumbersome and once in place I have to drag a drill press down the length o...
Tomorrow Is Going To Suck... in Hello
The big steel beams that were on the loading dock have been welded. Meaning now they need the holes drilled in them. Very heavy and exhausting.
Disclaimer in Hello
If you fall asleep in my house you’re more thank likely to wake up with a cat sleeping on you. That is all. I deleted the last two entries. I have some serious thinking to do. Right now thoug...
Fucker Fucker Fucker Fucker Fucker in Hello
7:13 AM. Boy, am I glad I’m off today. What’s that? Why? ‘Cause like the fucker (fucker fucker) I am I drank last night. I got bored. I didn’t want to read, draw, work on a puzzle or project, jus...
She's Just Playing Hard To Get in Hello
Ended up calling the work messenger at three something in the morning saying I wont be in. Pretext, we literally only have ONE job running and NO material to run anything else with. That’s not ...