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“We are torn between nostalgia for the familiar and an urge for the foreign and strange. As often as not, we are homesick most for the places we have never known.”

Carson McCullers

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April 06, 2015

and I am here in formless

in the same place I’ve always been squirreling away the secrets you don’t want them to exist so you don’t look it is all mush we blend together everything is slipping out of my fingers you have n...


March 16, 2015

typhoon in formless

It is seeping quietly into my house are there drips on my forehead? the world is foggy and mumbling rain when I need the boisterous sunshine people don’t walk places in the rain they don’t smile,...


March 05, 2015

astute in formless

when you look into my eyes, you know what you see maybe the sun setting over a tumultuous ocean the eerie silence of a snow covered forest at night you know something is ending that whatever ligh...


January 20, 2015

phytopthera in formless

I have been all over the place here are words, unrelated to my situation now, but a past memory. She stands in the window, brown eyes pleading, lips saying nothing. She isn’t going to say it, but...


October 10, 2014

you in formless

eyes often have more to say than words. yesterday I looked into a pair of eyes I had not looked into in a long time. and they were the same as I would expect. Masking a fragile soul, an acknowle...


July 18, 2014

wavvves in formless

written on paper, transcribed here: Here I am, face to face with the sea. Constant rumbling tension. It never really moves but is always changing. It is warm, the air lingering softly around my ...


July 15, 2014

e x p l o d e in formless

maybe I am young still formless still wandering I am losing I am losing what is this game we are playing? I am losing A ball of energy contained by brittle skin I do not know what I feel ...


May 21, 2014

wednesday love in formless

it is strange, my solid love. I have always been topsy turvy, upside down. but now I am upright, now I am sound. I love you so I love our love I love that another human sees me bare sees m...


May 12, 2014

moonchild in formless

you can be my constellation I can be your star shining hesitantly still questioning each way the earth spins my words always encompass us two intertwined like succulent vines together I fe...


April 15, 2014

winter moths in formless

I am an echo you were my song we were invincible that night rolling carelessly in the sand


April 08, 2014

ocean in formless

twisting gently against an unforgiving tide my heart is breaking we have been broken together coiled comfort in the wrong place I am trapped inside my mind you are trapped by your pride I h...


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