e x p l o d e in formless

maybe I am young

still formless

still wandering

I am losing

I am losing

what is this game we are playing?

I am losing

A ball of energy contained by brittle skin

I do not know what I feel

it makes me twitch, and jump

I will never run

I will never go anywhere,

I am too entangled in my own mind

when someone asks how I am, I might just answer honestly:

I think my head is going to explode.