Sit down by the fire in formless

I haven’t seen the sun in six days.
It’s not for lack of trying.
I’ve been feeling restless and anxious but just enough that I am constantly on edge.
the grey skies are not helping my doom and gloom mood.
but it does mean I feel justified in drinking tea pensively 3 times a day.
big change is coming.
I feel it so resolutely.
And it’s what I want, but that doesn’t mean I’m not terrified.
It’s a lonely world.
And I’ve isolated myself from it.
I have to forgive myself for the mistakes I’ve made before I can move forward.

love and Eschscholzia