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In just getting started with the process and I’d like to read other stores. From pre op to post op. Im just trying to gather info.

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Yesterday was a lazy day. Will did get home I think at like 4am and went straight to bed, he was exhausted. But that means he was up early. I don’t think I mentioned but last weekend the microw...

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8 of pentacles seems to be a simple and easy card. It shows a person carving the pentacle star into coins (the coins are more the size of plates) but it seems like a easy enjoyable job. The carve...

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I had nothing unusual yesterday. In fact, with that new food tracking app I have been trying to be good this weekend. Bur something has struck me this Sunday with basically gas pains and liqui...

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So I picked the 4 of swords tarot card. The Buffalo Abundant Universe card. And the “Near Future” Angel answer card. The 4 of swords is showing the inside of a church? There is a stained glass wi...

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So I’m over Friday. I’ve just resolved to the fact that me and Will may have different weight loss journeys. I can’t make him do anything. And what’s best for me isn’t best for him. I should supp...

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My card of the day is the two of swords reversed. It shows a someone blindfolded, sitting in a chair, alone, under the new moon. Behind them is grass, water, rocks, mountains, etc. In their hands...

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I get depressed and sad and all the bad feels when I feel like I’m going to disappoint someone. When someone asks me to do something I feel I can’t do - even when maybe I can do it. And sometimes...

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So im following a buncha ppl who all wanna get the surgery like me. They are all in various stages. So eventually when they qualify for surgery they all gotta so a liquid diet. Sometimes just a ...

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Card of the day! I didn’t do one yesterday - not for any particular reason. Just didn’t feel like it. Actually yesterday was day 1 of my period and I wasn’t feeling like doing ANYTHING. So the s...

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So I called my doc and my local urgent care to get my records that show my weights on them. Will has a job doc that he has to get his records from, his will probably be more complete than my spor...

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I forgot to mention that it’s New Moon time! This is where you plant the seed. Gemini being known for communication, this might be where most of you start something new by communicating something...

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Yes I want to feel better in my clothes. Yes I want to fit in amusement park rides, Airplane seats, hell movie seats, etc. Painting my own toe nails would be easier with 30 less inches on my ...

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Ever since I decided to get this surgery ive been reading about ppl who got it. I always viewed it as a short cut I wasn’t worthy of. That it was bad. And i found an interesting comparison. ...

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I felt the urge to include one of the animal cards as well. Maybe I’ll do it forever going forward. Maybe it’ll only be one day. I got the three of Wands & Moth / Surrender card. The three of...

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So yesterday was the weight loss webinar. There is a bariatric center near me where one of the doc’s was hosting a webinar about all their weight loss options. I think they do this probably mont...

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I didn’t mention but this week ive come into the office Tues, wed, and now Thursday because she keeps saying she wants me to print and post letters (which i can only do from ther office) but all...

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Before every training session I consider cancelling. Because I know that working out twice a week and eating like shit 7 days a week is not helping anything. So I had a training session this mo...

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Finally a knight in the upright. This shows a knight on a white horse charging forward. He looks like he’s leaping and he has his sword up ready for anything. It looks like he’s going so fast the...

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You know, I wrote last night about yesterday and I don’t know why it didn’t save and it didn’t even go into drafts. I don’t even remember all of it but the point was that after the day before ye...

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So that’s my card for the day. The six of swords shows 3 people in a boat with six swords. One of the people is standing and rowing away from us. All three people have their back to us. I get t...

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I usually do one card a day but these both came up face up so I’m just gonna take it. Maybe not everyday is a one card day. The first one is the Ace of Wands - which is a really great card. I kn...

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Welp of im not getting a house, and im not saving for a cruise, what will I save for? Weight Loss Surgery. I know Will won’t like this and I’m m not doing this to be spiteful. I’m doing it cau...

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My mom went to my sister’s house yesterday And while she entertained my niece my sister took a call from the asshole. She went to the garage so they ask weren’t listening to her car. Long story...

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Welp, my mom’s visit wasn’t the love fest I was hoping. Before my mom arrived at my sisters house, my sister was venting about the asshole. Basically my sister has had a routine for a while whe...

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