HoniBunnyCakey ⋅ 22 ⋅
I'm a pan girl with some issues and some dreams. I want to be author someday and live a comfortable life with someone.
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General stuff in Journal 2020
Yesterday we had a barbecue. I stayed in bed the entire time. We went to my grandmother’s and she instantly started to say I’m too skinny while my mother sighed. I lost a few pounds and now I’m a...
Its stupid to be sad about it in Journal 2020
But I really still have feelings for Calin. I know he doesn’t have anymore, I dont think he ever did. And it really hurts me because I thought that he did. So I, i dont know. I cry about it alot....
Breakup in Journal 2020
I had a nightmare about it and I can’t sleep. I felt like crying, my chest hurts abs I feel like sobbing. It was so real, I had to check my dms to make sure it wasn’t. I miss Calin, I try my best...
Weki Meki: Oopsy Review in Journal 2020
I decided to do this to try and keep my mood up by reviewing one of my fav girl groups! I have to be honest, I feel like Oopsy is tied with Crush for my least favorite title track. I really thin...
Rest day in Journal 2020
Everyone left the house today to go clean my mom’s boyfriend’s family salon for cash. I stayed as I’ve been sick with a cold and I just needed to stay by myself. I cleaned and it made me feel at ...
Scars in Journal 2020
Last night I lost it. Mom and I had a incident and she accudnelty pushed my face in a cabinet, said everyone hates my personality and the way I act. In retaliation, I destroyed my thighs. They ar...
... in Journal 2020
I tried to purge yesterday
Harajuku in Journal 2020
I watched this short documentary on the “dark side” of harajuku and I really liked it. I was suprised I avoided watching it for so long it was really good. Anyways I had someone flag or something...
Over a year in Journal 2020
I’ve had this account for over a year and it still amazes me. I’m proud of myself for writing even if it wasnt day to day.
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Sometimes I just sit and cry.
Jun 1st in Journal 2020
Hey. Abandonment life. Kayden abandoned me. Ben…yeah. Single life to. I’ll explain in a later entry the breakup but today we have to focus on my health. I ate a lot.todsy. couldn’t finish dinner....
May in Journal 2020
I feel really really bad :( Everyday, I feel weaker now. My chest hurts really bad, my legs ache to the point they feel useless and I can barely stay awake. I’m trying to eat more than snacking ...
. in Journal 2020
I just ate a bowl of half cooked, pre cooked chicken nuggets. I am supposed to be watching a movie with Calin and others but it wouldnt load for me. I dont wanna ruin the movie so I’m being quiet...
