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by Evil Lapplander

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July 23, 2023

To be a sucker.

I met Jonna at an event late at night. We were drunk. I followed her home. She didn’t tell why she disappeared and not even her friends knew where and why. It felt nice to be with her and I know...


April 29, 2022

Change myself with tango.

Amy Winehouse. Heard it today. I see Bettys face when I listened to Winehouse voice, I think it is because you can feel the darkness when she sings. It does not hurt any more when I think back. N...


February 27, 2017

Worried about the crazy bird.

Sitting on the train to the far north to visit my old man. Was on a trip to Tallin with a previous date. Think I need to sort my thinking. Jonna is still beautiful. She is unemployed and visiti...


November 27, 2014

A last farewell

After the news of her jumping in front of a train I was a wreck. Did two days of heavy boosing on hotel lounges downtown. Then I visited the place where she jumped. I gave her the drawing and put...


November 22, 2014

Autumn bird


November 21, 2014

She is no longer with us.

She is dead. Sitting on a bar and have started to get drunk. She jumped in front of a train yesterday night. I know she was the only one I have truly been in love with. The only one I have ever ...


Suppose it is time to update here. Off from work since last week. Not doing much. Travelling to Berlin alone next week. Going to push and hit on women like there is no tomorrow. Lisa wanted to co...


April 08, 2014

Still no fucking.

I am meeting my date from last week once again, for the third time. I still have not fucked her. She asked to meet me for a coffee. Instead I invited her to my pubquiz on thursday. I am very su...


Book Description

Here I put all my thoughts that does not directly got something to do in chasing women.