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Weekly Verse, Week 14 -Calendar of the Soul, by Rudolph Steiner “Surrendering to senses’ revelation I lost the drive of my own being, And dreamlike, thinking seemed To daze and rob me o...
The Spirit Matter
The answer to life, the universe, and everything. As I innerstand it. Not gonna pretend it’s totally comprehensible. Here goes. My core inner experience since the time I was born in this lif...
I love to Write
Under the Blessed Pine. I feel more grounded and connected to myself. Yesterday, I had an experience that required some deep integration. And, after this experience, maybe a handful of hours l...
Evidentiary Observations
I had been experiencing thoughts of doubts- first, a doubt about my decision to internalize and redeem Black Beauty. This thought was subtle but persistent so that it came up and interrupted my...
Time
Linear Time Stacked Time Perception of the Effects of the Past on the Future, and of the Future on the Past. In the present, these are all perceived. My perceptions have changed radically....
Something Above
Last night I became aware a feeling. I hadn’t taken care of the rabbits, yet. I considered not doing it. It was late. I was already in bed. I was very sleepy. There was a feeling that was fam...
Tension of
Conflict It’s in my neck. Coming out. More and more each day. I encourage it to come. It is release. Last night, I prayed meditatively for Christ and the Angels to heal my inheritance. First ...
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Today, I discovered my Purpose in this life. It’s interesting because, I never questioned the thought that one’s purpose was pre-ordained; in the stars or whatever. You’ll fulfill it whether y...
In the Morning After Waking
I found it very easy to connect to my energy. There was a blockage, or a darkening of the energy quality in-between my heart and throat. I felt into this and, discovered an upside-down pyramid ...
Clarity
Selfless clarity and transmission of consciousness. That is the feeling impression I receive from the sky on such a night as this - when after today the sun shone hotly from the deep azure blue ...
Joy
The light is joy and the sun is bringing it ever anew in each moment The first light touches my deepest soul and outermost limbs warmly The plants are dancing leaping shouting - for joy The gr...
The start
23 May is when I decided to get serious. I’ve read How To Know Higher Worlds, The Art and Practice of Yoga, The Tao Te Ching, and just a slew of other esoteric books including The Holy Bible and...
Some Backstory
To log because this seems like a wonderful way to get it down in an easily manageable way. This entry is dated 8-8-24 because that is the day that Christ entered my soul and became a permanent...
Book Description
Yep. Just like it says
