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Low
Ah, remembering the old lectures about if I didn’t like the job I had, I should just get a new one. All the interviews, the resume workshop, the applications, and so many rejections. Just get a n...
Another
I have been hit with the megaton rock of birthday regret and depression. It caught me off guard. I don’t know how I’ve managed to do it this long. I don’t think I can keep doing this. Getting up,...
An Outlet
Crumbling infrastructure, missing beams, shaking foundations, sinkholes, and earthquakes carving up the tissue inside my skull. It takes skill to make a trek into this mind of mine. There are oub...
Down and Down and Down
I wake up every day, and the fears I had keep coming true. The hopes and dreams I had slip further away. How others can feel a sense of superiority like nothing I ever wanted to hear again is bey...
Heading Out
Listen to a new rain as it splatters across the window and the ground out there. Know in our hearts, it is all we can ever have. Who would take this vase of flowers out into the rain to let the p...
In Dreams
My dear ghost, love and joy to you. One of us should feel it before it’s too late.
Needle in the Back of my Head
list text hereWhatever is going on, it feels like you’re trying damned hard to wrap things up, tie up loose ends, and say goodbye. It feels bigger than just stepping away from things for a while...
Going Back to the Start
Why do I do this to myself? I forget, and it makes things easy while there’s nothing going on. It makes it so I can live with myself. It makes me think maybe I have a future. But really, all ther...
Sleep Arrived
It’s been a good 24 hours off and on of just sleeping and watching youtube. It’s like candy to me. I have been learning from it, though. I thought it was just entertainment. It would be for other...
Fleshing Out Thoughts
I finally fell asleep for a few hours. I woke up feeling every nerve in my body registering pain. No reason for it. I took some ibuprofen to try to help in case it was inflammation. It went away ...
The Beginning
What can I say? I didn’t intentionally play it so much. My player had 2 downloads of it. And for the most part, it is a really good song for putting things on shelves in the middle of the night. ...
Book Description
This is the book of other things I must write. They will not be about my day to day worldly life. They will be about things that will sound weird and confusing to outsiders. Enter at your own risk.
