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Some Days...
I just wanna watch the world burn.
Through Bloodshot Eyes
Mattress has been flipped, much firmer. Check No appointments. Check Benadryl. Check Uninterrupted sleep after work in the AM. We’ll see. On to work I go.
2:22 AM
Sitting in my car on my last break having a smoke. I’m really starting to hate this place. The job isn’t bad but management makes ZERO sense and the stuning level of incompetence and lack of co...
6:42 AM
Took five Melatonin a little while ago. Sleep is becoming a rare commodity. Got super deep in thought at work tonight (last night?) A few things that need to change and am I mentally strong e...
4:28 AM
Beat. Worked tonight. Was half starved qihen I got home so had a lovely steak. Now I have to get up to shower but after hardly sleeping yesterday morning, the below freezing temps outside, and ...
Stolen From Random Off Front Page
1- How often do you swear? It’s like a second language for me, ESPECIALLY with the guys I work with. 2 - Did you volunteer this year? Does doing OT at work count? 3 - Did you give a gift withou...
Financial Rape
Missed work Monday and tonight. Have had what I thought was this nagging cold for a week now. Went back to the doc today and DUN DUN DUN! Sinus infection. Now granted it is a company doctor an...
Fudge-Tastic
Last night at work I felt crappy. Still stuffy, sinusy, ears won’t pop. Woke up today with a nagging cough. Ugh I hate being sick. Called in. Depending on how I feel tomorrow I may do the sa...
I'm Alive
Haven’t felt like writing lately. Back on ten hour nights at work, fifty hour weeks, woo. Court was last Thursday. Another continuation, this time for March 8th. Woke up this morning stuffy...
Unknown Origin: Is This The Comfort Of Being Afraid
Managed to call the law firm and set up payments for that hospital bill on my lunch break. Weight lifted. I got so worked up about it last night I’ve had a headache since and am pushing twenty-e...
Also...
Friday I received a summons for small claims court from a hospital bill from seven years ago I had slowly been paying. They switched lawyers and this happens. Fuck me…
Halloween
7:46 PM and not a single trick or treater. I hate this neighborhood. So, half drunk watching the World Series. Not even a fan of sports but nothing else on TV. “Training,” fucking sucks. A...
Sunday Laze
The only time I’ve worn clothes today was to get lunch from the El Cazador taco truck. Beef tongue burrito, NOM! Sleeping hours are a bit wonky. Woke up around 9pm last night, been awake sinc...
Been Awake Since 2AM
Bring me ribs. That is all.
I'm Awake, You're Still Sleeping
You’re asleep currently in my bed. See my doc in an hour and a half. I’m sorry for my behavior the past few days. I’m really happy you took an extra day to stay. I’ve enjoyed the company even ...
6:59 AM
Ugh I’m tired. Jenn will be here in a few hours. Off till Monday. And now, this…
I Wish It Was 4AM
Then I could take my last break and have a smoke. Bummed myself out tonight. Busted out my little notebook to write my thoughts only to realize last I wrote I was thinking of the same thing that...
Soreness
Knee and hip hurt, bah. Came home from a long night at work to a plate of thick cut bbq pork chops and a giant sized helping of homemade mac n cheese. Hot damn did I feast. Tomorrow is mom’s b...
I See Says The Blind Man
Really craving a calzone at the moment. Got into a discussion about pizza at Lenscrafters today and it has obviously stayed with me. Money and adulting. Bah! Felt like I was handed my pay an...
🙂 My Dixie Wrecked 😁
Despite my Sunday entry…I signed the paper work this morning on a (pretty much blank) evaluation with a VERY significant raise. With the ten percent night shift premium I’ll be getting over $20...
MehDay
Called in…don’t feel like dealing with any thing/one today.
Carry Cell Phones Instead Of Flashlights
Took some liquid sleep aid about midnight. Crashed out shortly after only to wake up at close to four and can’t get back to sleep. BAH! I’ve got a frozen pizza in the oven, Mellow Yellow in the...
Heart Break Part Deux
The day after Taco passed mom ended up in the hospital. Pneumonia. She’s taking a week off and resting up. I, on the other hand, have reached day four, the final I might add, of my long week. Th...
Heart Break
It’s been a day. My chiuaua Taco wasn’t eating much. Took her to the vet and found out her bladder was draining into her stomach and her temp was down. They went to drain it and blood came out...
Grossness
Tried a new mix for pot roast tonight. It wasn’t that great and I feel like puking. Woke up after 6pm tonight. Have laid around and done nothing and it feels awesome. Work Sunday, off Monday...
Book Description
I came on my own volition.
I am the man that got away.
Work -
Tonight I clocked in at 4:30 PM and it was suddenly Wednesday when I worked 6:45 AM to 6 PM with only an hour lunch break and on my feet the rest. I was trying to relieve Logan in the back who was frying chicken both for our loose case and boxed hot case so he could go to lunch. Instead I got mixed with a redneck who wanted a Philly steak and cheese. I made his sandwich to order only to be confronted with the elderly gentleman behind him. He, to this shit. o, wanted a Philly. I was annoyed. Angry. Granted chicken side cooking sucks At least you’re away from the customers. I can, “pretend”, like I’m cooking chicken in the back but dick around for ten minutes, which actually rarely happens. You learn to smile and accept this shit. Made him his sandwich, didn’t stop to ask the next customer if he needed help. Instead, went straight to the back and told Logan to take his lunch, I was taking over, box up what just came up out the fryer and we’re good.
It was just one of those days. People wonder why I get stoned before work.
I.
Am.
Robot.
Tell.
Me.
What.
Is.
Next.
I’m versatile.
Put me in any situation and I come victorious.
Even on the bad days.
So when I go the hardcore bitch mode of my assistant manager on Wednesday after my eleventh hour there. I got irate.
I know she does a job for two.
Her boss/my boss sucks ass.
But fuck....I’m part time.
If you want to bitch and yell about the shit that the full timers didn’t do…bitch to them.
DON’T MAKE ME DO THEIR FUCKING SHIT THE LAST HOUR I’M THERE!
I’ve been working for this slave camp for three and a half years.
I lost my insurance last year due to me being stupid and the store manager catching on. Which is actually a big blessing. I haven’t missed a day in a year.
But I’ve been there for every shift.
Sleep, no sleep?
Fuck it.
Show up for work.
The computer takes over on schedule and now I don’t qualify for our good insurance.
I have to take the government stuff?
OK.
I’m a democrat.
Lifelong.
BUT FUCK YOU OBAMA!
Don’t tell me what to do.
I’ll go another year without health insurance.
I want my good Blue Cross Blue Shield Back.
Make my job give me the hours back for insurance.
People close to me say I need to see a therapist.
After A.A. and an almost check in at rehab.
Maybe I do need anti-depressants.
This is a rant with no one I know reading this.
Its liberating.
I welcome ProseBox into my life.
