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I Want The World
So everyone on this entire intoxicated planet can feel my pain…
Nursery Rhyme
Here we go with armor in May Armor in May Armor in May Here we go with armor in May We might get shot Here we are starring at people Starring at people Starring at people Here we are starring at ...
My Oui Oui Itches
Quit the job Monday. I…just can’t put into words on what made me really unhappy there. It basically boils down to nothing was organized and they brought me in to fix it. No. Just…no. The too...
What Reminder?
I never did anything I mentioned in the last entry. Called in to work and spent 11 hours sleeping. Emailed the big boss earlier saying I need more time off and will be back Monday and asking w...
Hey Brain, Set Reminder
3:05 AM. Can’t sleep. Had a bad weekend (alcohol influenced depression and a personal issue coming up) and when I went to work I was tired from another sleepless night. I tried and tried to get ...
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And we are back here again. Return to work in the AM. I don’t think I’ll get any sleep tonight.
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Instead of law enforcement we send therapist and lonely soldier mom’s to hug the folks who need it.
It Happened
I now have Disney+
Inn Cog Neato
Mother’s Day I actually gave her the gifts and card Friday and Saturday. Mom was very apprehensive about the procedure so I was trying to cheer her up and ease the worries. We went to Dollar Tre...
Stay The Fuck In Oklahoma
A few years back mom and I were at Publix for some goods. I saw my high school algebra teacher who once told her I’d never pass my G.E.D test. A fire reignited in my belly and I wanted SO bad ...
Bitter Thoughts Never Change
A few years back mom and I were at Publix for some goods. I saw my high school algebra teacher who once told her I’d never pass my G.E.D test. A fire reignited in my belly and I wanted SO bad ...
This Sucks
Eating when I’m hungover makes me feel sooo damn sick. Now everybody dance!
Weekend Drowning (updated)
Got hammered the last three nights. I’m not proud. No excuses, just wanted to drink. Ugh. Hours later… My right hand is really bothering me. The index finger has a prickly sensation like it’s ...
If Today We're A Person
I’d punch it in the face. Finished the last of the brackets and decided to drill and tap a few stripped out holes which was the easy part. When I loaded the next sheet of material it was so warp...
White Boy Got Burned
Oh ya, I’ve got sunburn. Managed to take out the front lawn and the bush that was growing there. Saturday kinda turned into an all day/evening of chores and errands. Sunday I didn’t do shit bu...
Damn, I'm Beat
I spent a good bit today fully cleaning out all the aluminum chips out of the machine today. Other places I did it daily but seeing how I’m the only one that runs it, I do it biweekly. That mig...
Happy 4/20, Y'all!
Almost forgot what today was. Not that I really chief anymore. Ya, I got the vape. But actual weed? Uhh…December 2020? Yeah, that’s right. My dude had some trouble and hasn’t been in the g...
Meh
I’m tired of the local political ads. Hurt durr, I’m a Republican who is the trumpiest of the trumpest! Let me toss my dignity out the window so I can be first in line to drop to my knees and ki...
Here We Are Again
I drank last night. Woke up around 3 AM sick at my stomach hardcore. Texted my boss I wasn’t feeling well and spent the day in bed. So, day 1 again.
I'd Like A Beer
Or 24. It was my short week at work so I was off yesterday. Mostly relaxed and tried not to do much with my hands, they hurt like a bitch! Mom got off early today and is off tomorrow for Easte...
*Angry Kangaroo Noises*
First, I accidentally left the water hose on yesterday and flooded the shop. Went back and helped clean up. Second, in the process of doing that, tripped a breaker and accidentally shut the mach...
Fuckin' Grrr!
At one point tonight I stood outside next to my car, keys in hand. I seriously debated on getting some liquor tonight but ended up coming back inside. I wanted it bad. Now I lay on the couch wa...
Straight Apple Jack, 96%
The Lost Weekend is on. It’s about an alcoholic alone for a weekend. It reminded me to take a look at my Reddit counter. 36 days sober. At this point in the flick it’s a little half over. Th...
A Boy And His Cat
Smokey and me
Drugz R Bad, Mkay?
Watched a marathon of poor life choice shows tonight. Addicted I Almost Got Away With It Had to get something at the grocery store earlier and passed by the alcohol section. The thought of dri...
Book Description
I came on my own volition.
I am the man that got away.
Work -
Tonight I clocked in at 4:30 PM and it was suddenly Wednesday when I worked 6:45 AM to 6 PM with only an hour lunch break and on my feet the rest. I was trying to relieve Logan in the back who was frying chicken both for our loose case and boxed hot case so he could go to lunch. Instead I got mixed with a redneck who wanted a Philly steak and cheese. I made his sandwich to order only to be confronted with the elderly gentleman behind him. He, to this shit. o, wanted a Philly. I was annoyed. Angry. Granted chicken side cooking sucks At least you’re away from the customers. I can, “pretend”, like I’m cooking chicken in the back but dick around for ten minutes, which actually rarely happens. You learn to smile and accept this shit. Made him his sandwich, didn’t stop to ask the next customer if he needed help. Instead, went straight to the back and told Logan to take his lunch, I was taking over, box up what just came up out the fryer and we’re good.
It was just one of those days. People wonder why I get stoned before work.
I.
Am.
Robot.
Tell.
Me.
What.
Is.
Next.
I’m versatile.
Put me in any situation and I come victorious.
Even on the bad days.
So when I go the hardcore bitch mode of my assistant manager on Wednesday after my eleventh hour there. I got irate.
I know she does a job for two.
Her boss/my boss sucks ass.
But fuck....I’m part time.
If you want to bitch and yell about the shit that the full timers didn’t do…bitch to them.
DON’T MAKE ME DO THEIR FUCKING SHIT THE LAST HOUR I’M THERE!
I’ve been working for this slave camp for three and a half years.
I lost my insurance last year due to me being stupid and the store manager catching on. Which is actually a big blessing. I haven’t missed a day in a year.
But I’ve been there for every shift.
Sleep, no sleep?
Fuck it.
Show up for work.
The computer takes over on schedule and now I don’t qualify for our good insurance.
I have to take the government stuff?
OK.
I’m a democrat.
Lifelong.
BUT FUCK YOU OBAMA!
Don’t tell me what to do.
I’ll go another year without health insurance.
I want my good Blue Cross Blue Shield Back.
Make my job give me the hours back for insurance.
People close to me say I need to see a therapist.
After A.A. and an almost check in at rehab.
Maybe I do need anti-depressants.
This is a rant with no one I know reading this.
Its liberating.
I welcome ProseBox into my life.
