Stupid... in 2018
- Jan. 30, 2018, 9:44 a.m.
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I’m considering doing something stupid… sadly I know it’s stupid but I can’t seem to help myself.
I haven’t spoken to F since before my surgery, so December 13th… I haven’t really said anything to him directly or even made eye contact since I’ve been back.
On the one hand I wanted to talk to M about it, but I’m not sure that’s a great idea. If I do talk to F, i really want it to be outside work. Like, I want to text him and ask how he feels about talking and meet outside work to do it because I don’t want anyone at work to know. I dunno… maybe I will talk to M about it later.
I know it’s incredibly stupid, but I still miss him.