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by Alwaysalittleconfused

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August 31, 2022

How Then Affects Now

My mom says I often asked about my dad when I was little. I was in Kinder when he repapered. He came and we moved. Then I was in 3rd grade when he disappeared again. This time I had a story thoug...


January 01, 2022

Taking a Step Back

If I look from outside in… It just doesnt add up. Am I lying to myself. Sometimes it feels so distant. It was just one of those weeks… months… years?? I felt it… He was so distant… his attitude ...


March 16, 2021

Sex and Marriage

Maybe he should stop masturbating for a minute until he satisfies his wife.... Is that the issue? I found myself googling “sex talk with your spouse.” Yes, we all know the stigma… Men are the one...


August 24, 2019

Intimacy

Sometimes I feel that my husband lacks the intimacy I want. i know i look at him like I want him all the time. He jokes around it and says that is all I ever think about. You would think he was ...


January 21, 2019

A contradicting feeling

I think I’m in the point of my life that I am comfortable with my skin. I feel sexy and confident… I am also in the point of my relationship where I don’t feel MY HUSBAND is the most confident or...


May 16, 2018

Shit Crazy

A few moths ago I went shit crazy on him. I know the instant it happened and i couldn’t stop myself.... He had made me upset. I honestly don’t remember what about. I just remember him ignoring th...


March 15, 2018

Tired Again

Am I really so desperate. Am I different? What the fuck? He is back from his trip and right now i feel lonelier than when he was gone. Neglected and rejected. He sleeps early and wakes up early...


March 13, 2018

Deception and Perception

He works in the industry… It was never this tough.... but now.... Sex, drugs and perception. That’s what he is around. That’s the industry. I always new he worked around it but never did I ever...


November 05, 2017

It's all in the eyes

Wish he looked at me the way I look at him… Does he?


September 17, 2017

Trust

Trust is the hardest thing to keep. Since the “incident” I have this uneasy feeling… I look at him and I completely trust him. And then something so insignificant that other wise would not affect...


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The best way to shed some weight from the stresses of life is to write.