An outlet from life
by Alwaysalittleconfused
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How Then Affects Now
My mom says I often asked about my dad when I was little. I was in Kinder when he repapered. He came and we moved. Then I was in 3rd grade when he disappeared again. This time I had a story thoug...
Taking a Step Back
If I look from outside in… It just doesnt add up. Am I lying to myself. Sometimes it feels so distant. It was just one of those weeks… months… years?? I felt it… He was so distant… his attitude ...
Sex and Marriage
Maybe he should stop masturbating for a minute until he satisfies his wife.... Is that the issue? I found myself googling “sex talk with your spouse.” Yes, we all know the stigma… Men are the one...
Intimacy
Sometimes I feel that my husband lacks the intimacy I want. i know i look at him like I want him all the time. He jokes around it and says that is all I ever think about. You would think he was ...
A contradicting feeling
I think I’m in the point of my life that I am comfortable with my skin. I feel sexy and confident… I am also in the point of my relationship where I don’t feel MY HUSBAND is the most confident or...
Shit Crazy
A few moths ago I went shit crazy on him. I know the instant it happened and i couldn’t stop myself.... He had made me upset. I honestly don’t remember what about. I just remember him ignoring th...
Tired Again
Am I really so desperate. Am I different? What the fuck? He is back from his trip and right now i feel lonelier than when he was gone. Neglected and rejected. He sleeps early and wakes up early...
Deception and Perception
He works in the industry… It was never this tough.... but now.... Sex, drugs and perception. That’s what he is around. That’s the industry. I always new he worked around it but never did I ever...
It's all in the eyes
Wish he looked at me the way I look at him… Does he?
Trust
Trust is the hardest thing to keep. Since the “incident” I have this uneasy feeling… I look at him and I completely trust him. And then something so insignificant that other wise would not affect...
Book Description
The best way to shed some weight from the stresses of life is to write.