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Why does the jealousy burn? Why does my heart still sink. Why is there a double standard? Why can’t I just let go? For months I longed for resolution, looking for another chance. I ended a new th...

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Each droplet a vessel, carrying a treasured memory, a forgotten future. The eyes bleed their words, longing to be heard. Taking the road less travelled, urging their escape. To desolate ground t...

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I thank you for the good times, the times that will last in memory till my end of days. I thank you for the discomfort, the times that forced me to shine a light and search my darkest depths. I t...

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I’m struggling a lot this week. My heart hurts. I feel sick in my stomach when I think about being separated from K. I had a massive cry on the weekend which was cathartic and needed, I’d gotten ...

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Well here I am again, nearly a year since my last entry, and you know what? Nothing much has changed. Still I am here questioning our relationship, questioning why K resists me so much. WHY are w...

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Below is an entry I wrote a month ago. It got cut short at the time and I decided to save it as a draft to revisit. Mostly because I know there is a pattern to this ‘thinking’, that I end up at t...

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I’ve been thinking about you lately, thinking about what could have been. It must be 8 years since I’ve seen you. Nearly 4 years since we last spoke. I think of you often, your joys, your sadness...

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Lately ive found myself feeling lonely. Not a “I’m lonely, maybe I should catch up with some friends” loneliness, but a true hole in my soul “I’m completely alone in this existence” loneliness fe...

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