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Bad Dream in Current Events
What an awful awful dream I just had. I dreamt that my mother went into a coma and then needed a new heart. The doctor explained to me how she wasn’t going to wake up. So in my dream she was gone...
Gossipy in Current Events
I feel charged up after visiting my niece and nephew. I picked my sister up from her oral surgery yesterday. I was a little nervous about her husband being home, we haven’t spoken since they all ...
Contagion is Superstition in Current Events
I’m two sleeps away from my moving date. I’m excited. Living with my mother is not the worst thing by far. Being 35 and living in my mothers basements makes me premium dating material in my city....
Sun day in Current Events
I had a brain to brain with my mother before she voluntarily took the lethal injection this morning. She signed up to be the fourth wave. I couldn’t reason with her. Her fact sheet was all the in...
Saturnday in Current Events
An entry or two ago I explained how much of an asshole my mothers boyfriend is to her. First thing this morning she and I got into a squabble. I was the asshole that time. I was given the usual r...
This and That pt2 in Current Events
I’ll follow up on the last part of my previous entry for myself since I’m just here on PB to air out my mind. I just learned why my mothers boyfriend was an absolute asshole yesterday and miserab...
This and That in Current Events
Yesterday I went for a walk with Bruce and her girlfriend. I haven’t met her yet, she’s really nice. There were covid police there and they were appropriately wearing brownshirts. We are only all...
May Day in Current Events
The danger is real but I don’t have to be in fear. I don’t know how to navigate these end times. Those who connect to spirit will be taken care of. People have to be asleep so we know what awake ...
Hoax in Current Events
Canadian government lawyers have no evidence of con-19 to produce in court. This whole thing is a hoax. Pastor James Coates has his court date on May 3rd and the corrupt courts granted the govern...
Mood Poisoning in Current Events
My day was fine until I became irritable in an instant. What set it off was the street parking situation here at my mothers. I suppose the feelings are all bubbling up of not having a spot. I’m s...
Religion of Medical Science in Current Events
Germ theory is pseudoscience. Contagion is a myth. They’re not proven theories. Terrain theory refutes germ theory but that is not an easy conversation to have right now. I don’t know what paradi...
Paradigms in Current Events
I’m learning about how it all fits together. How the ancient occult evolved into the monetary and political systems that we have today. At the bottom of the rabbit hole I found our heritage. I’m ...
Dispute in Current Events
Yesterday my mother and I went on a little hike at a national park not too far from us. It was nice to spend time with her like that. I mean, I am staying with her until the end of the month but ...
Shame on Humanity in Current Events
There is a reason why kids cannot smoke, drink, drive, have sex, vote or die for their countries and that is because they lack the capacity to understand those decisions and that understanding sh...
Occult Magic in Current Events
I think I’m catching on to the caBaals occult black magic. They need to traumatize the masses for a ritual. Prince Phillip is reported to have died at the age of 99 years and 9 months on the 99th...
Split in Current Events
May 1st feels too far away. I just want to be reunited with my computer. Sleeping in my own bed. Cooking in a kitchen that I don’t have to fight to use. Having somewhere to put my clothes. I won’...
It’s Whatever in Current Events
Toni and I signed our lease yesterday. We get the place for May 1st. We thought that we would be allowed to move in two weeks early but our caretaker decided to let the previous tenants move out...
Cautious with my optimism in Current Events
Tomorrow Toni and I are going to window shop at IKEA. I am finally starting to get hyped about the apartment. I am trying to feel hyped about work also because it’s going well but I have that dam...
Approved in Current Events
After learning that my car payments were done Toni called me to let me know that we got approved for the apartment. The lease starts on May 1st but as soon as it’s ready he will let us move in. I...
Up/Down in Current Events
Well, at the end of my previous entry I said that my budget was too tight. Shortly after that I noticed that my car payment wasn’t taken. That is because the loan is paid off. I wasn’t keeping tr...
MoonDay in Current Events
My sister’s husband came home early and it was just too awkward there to wait it out until the first so I made my move to my mothers yesterday. It was super rough trying to do it while they were ...
Saturn Day in Current Events
I am upset that I am upset. All of the changes in my life are positive ones. I suppose I am overwhelmed with all that I have to sort out. I was triggered yesterday morning when I woke up and saw ...
Derp in Current Events
I self-sabotaged again. I have a little pile of important things I need to do to start getting my life together. I have to face the music, so to speak. I need to face the good, bad and ugliness o...
Vent in Current Events
I’m feeling a little vulnerable. Delicate? Things are happening too fast. Not fast enough at the same time. I’m trying to keep my cool. I’m only three weeks into my new job. I still have nerves a...
TMI Warning in Current Events
Just over a year ago, I was curious about my orgasms because I remember having them way before I hit puberty. I came across a term called coregasm which has a lot to do with the PC muscles and th...
