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My first love (person) was Alex. He was my world. We met at a highschool dance. We went on a few dates and had our Kodak moments. Our first kiss was like something out of a teen romance novel. O...

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How can you be so totally and obviously head over heels for E and yet do these things behind his back? I have no idea how to answer that, to be completely honest. If you’re referring to how can ...

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I hated them both. I wanted nothing more than to see them both burn in hell and laugh maniacally as it happened. But everything changed (when the Fire Nation attacked lol jk) but seriously. I rea...

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This is going to be slightly risque but not necessarily sexy. So I was really wondering about this in the morning when I was brushing my teeth and again in the car. But is it weird that E and I d...

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This is going to be a busy week. I’m in class all day today, working tomorrow, in class all day Thursday, working Friday and Saturday. I’m so tired. I spent last night with E. It was great! We w...

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I loved being poly. I loved having the many different relationships. The sexy, sensual man, the freedom loving hippie, the Dominant, the booty call, the sensitive one who just wants companionship...

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So now that I got my sappy thanks off of my chest, lets move on to the good stuff. Today was a halfway decent day. I woke up and took care of my mom for a bit. She hurt her foot so I got her to s...

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I remember when I started writing on OpenDiary (herein referred to as OD for those who don’t know). I was in 5th grade and a girl I had met at the pool told me about it. That was when I started w...

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I’m feeling a bit better today. I think maybe I was just cranky yesterday. Or hormones. I don’t know honestly. Today was rather uneventful. I attempted to do some accounting homework and read stu...

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Work was slow. I got annoyed a lot. It just wasn’t a good day for me. I was frustrated and on edge and angry. My mom texted me and told me to text my ex boyfriend about a position opening not too...

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Ended up going out with Matt. He intrigued me. Talked a lot. I like him a lot. He managed to get into my head to the point where like I wanted to know what he was like in bed. We just talked for...

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Excuse the spelling mistakes. Using my phone to update this. Today is just really slow at work. The phones are hardly ringing. So bored. M is all busy and not fun to play with today. I hope eve...

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After this I’m headed to bed. I’m exhausted. Today was just a long and boring day. I also wrote a bunch of entries today so I’m pretty pleased with myself. E picked me up after my last class to ...

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I was just really bored today. My classes were slow and boring. I hung out with E for lunch and we went to BWW which was nice. Then I bought and took a pregnancy test which came back negative phe...

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Honestly, it seems like nothing when you think about it. Especially in today’s age where it goes by so quickly by scrolling through facebook, IG, snapchat, etc.. I just experienced the longest 3 ...

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It is only fitting that Dan start off the poly book because, in essence, he is where it all truly began. Dan and I dated for about 3 years. About 1 1/2 years into the relationship he told me he d...

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So, I saw M this morning. It was fun. I love seeing him in the morning before I head to school. It’s a nice way to start the day. Approaching NSFW 18+ please I got him a coffee from starbucks. ...

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Excuse any grammar/spelling mistakes. This is being written from my tablet. Had a great few days to say the least. I spent last night and most of today with E. About to get NSFW just to warn you....

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Erotic content. NSFW 18+ only. You’ve been warned. “Meet me at the warehouse in 10 minutes. -Matt” I felt my cheeks flush and my juices pooling between my legs as I read the brief text. We’ve bee...

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Tried to talk to M today with no success. Finally, he answered and it seemed he didn’t get in trouble or anything so that’s good at least. Back at school now, killing time before class starts at...

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Well damn my heart nearly stopped. I texted M something dirty thinking he had his phone work him (considering I saw him this morning). Anyway, i text him from a app i have instead of my actual nu...

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Just another boring day at work. Yesterday was pretty fantastic. I hung out with E most of the day except when i was in class. Then once i got home we skyped and watched YouTube videos until 1am....

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People have asked, or are confused about why I cheat. And honestly, there is no one answer. There are a few reasons. And none of them have the do with the stereotypical reasons or cheating (unhap...

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Let’s chat about my co-worker, M. M is the one who started the real physical cheating. I was just some new girl, working at the office, trying to figure stuff out and stay out of the way of every...

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I honestly thought today was going to kind of suck. I wasn’t feeling well and I had classes all day. However, due to some marvelous circumstance, I managed to see Z today. I haven’t seen Z in a l...

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