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If you’ve read me enough, you know my titles don’t really mean anything. Then again no one probably reads this much except for the few who find me amusing and even then maybe not so much. Enoug...

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In my freezer sits foil wrapped chicken thighs, two ice trays and a single cornish game hen. In my refrigerator sits a bell pepper, half an onion, a head of cabbage, some baked beans that I cooke...

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I keep thinking that I have to have it all together before I make a committment to something that I know will be long lasting. After thinking about my last entry, I guess in a way I am being self...

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Well, the little girl came over on Monday and helped “find” my son’s hand held game. It was found allegedly behind the shredder. That little girl is a liar. Well, Halloween. I didn’t get to eat a...

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I am not a bad mother because I want to be support to my children. I’m only giving them the support that I never had. My mother could only do so much because she’s been disabled for a long time… ...

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Doubt if I am, but I’m going to hear another speech about how I need to step back and let my son grow up. I think I have in a lot of ways backed off, but there are somethings that I know that he’...

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When we first moved over here and my son started going to the library, he befriended Emily & Olivia. Em is his age and Olivia is like 12 or something like that. Every now and again Em & O...

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Sitting in class, waiting for it to start. In walks classmate from the last class we had. We talked about the last quiz and come to find we both got the same answer wrong because we were thinking...

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Dad spoke about resisting temptation, healing, and refocusing and staying focused. I sat in the pew and listened and I agree with what he was saying. For all the faults my father has, he speaks t...

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…maybe I shouldn’t do that. Maybe that’s what my problem is, in the looking back. I, this morning, looked in my drawer and pulled out a journal that I was somewhat recently chronicled my life. My...

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…for Halloween, I’m going to line up a bunch of my horror movies and buy a bag of Reese’s peanut butter cups, fries, and some kind of dip and chill at home. ::shrugs:: I don’t know…

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So Lamar Odum woke up. I have a question: What exactly is he in physical therapy for? He was drinking, fuckin, and possibly drugging. What does he need physical therapy for?? He needs mental ther...

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…he was either behaving because my son was in our presence or I offended him with my “you testing yourself” theory. I was tired, but I knew he was coming so I stayed downstairs and didn’t fall as...

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This song is us. The lyrics came to mind: “We’re strange allies with warring hearts…” My heart warring with itself about you, your heart warring with doing the right thing, our heart fighting eac...

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How in the entire fuck do you come to my home, where you’ve been so many times before, put yourself in “harms way” so to speak. Tempting yourself with me and then pat yourself on the back for not...

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It started with a simple text. I probably shouldn’t have, but I just wanted to say Hi. I should have known better. I should have known that he would find a way to see me just because I said hi. H...

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…busy weekends that is… Friday, me, the boy and his lady friend went to the mall. Hung out there till the mall shut down. Went to Steak N Shake and then went to a Walmart to look for a wig for my...

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…to get better at telling people no… ::smdh::

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This class is great. I’m getting a feel of some of the documents I’d be dealing with as a paralegal, but also I am really enjoying my teacher. I did a good job on the complaint drafting assignmen...

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Homecoming was about as uneventful for my son as I thought it would be, but he went for her and that made her happy. I don’t like her brother/father. With each interaction, I like him less and le...

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These past few days have been… 1) My mother needs to tell my brother to shut up when it comes to me. He gets in her head which causes her to try and lay a guilt trip on me about ANYTHING. 2) When...

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I think I am about to opt out of a deal. If my friend says she’ll do it, then I will answer positively. I was approached on Monday by my former supervisor about servicing a party at boss man’s re...

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Was the purpose of her brother looking at my car to put some money in his hand and not a shop? Here’s the thing. He wants $50 to do what the damn shop said IT was going to do. He will be back tom...

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I have never experienced kharma being dealt so swiftly! “BFF” called me about a situation dealing with inconsideration between her and another friend we went to school with. I almost laughed. She...

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As it turns out, I have had yet AY-NOTHER thing that will keep me from going on my trip to the Bahamas. So that thing about my minivan. I have resigned to the fact that I will have to pay someone...

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