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I really like Facebook but instead cleaning my house, spending time with friends, my fiance, enjoying shopping or even going on staycations i am glued to facebook looking at everyone else have fu...


We ate Dominos Pizza yesterday got bad sick. We wanted steak for dinner but decided a healthier alternatives due to upset stomachs. Talan got Caesar Salad I bought a berry chicken salad from Wend...


Before I went to work I was at Kroger buying energy drinks and snacks.My friend Justin walked up and told me a child was kidnapped in a stolen van. I found out the guy left his kid in the car wit...


I text my mom happy birthday yesterday I was working a 12 hour shift couldn’t see her in returned I was guilted over the phone an hour about being a bad daughter! My mom also pointed out today is...


Ever see the movie Groundhog Dog? Same thing day after day? I feel like my job has became this! I work 12 hours I am off 12 hours. During 12 hours off I eat go to sleep wake up exhausted get read...


I been working 12 hour shifts for almost 2 weeks without a day off. I am getting tired and defeated. By the time I come home I just want to sleep. I need to clean the house do chores. How do peop...


I have miserable menstrual cramps 2 weeks out the month. For years I try to find remedies. I have done my research even made myself a guinea pig. Here is some I found that work for me. I am not c...


I bought sleeping pills at Krogers today. They do a great job! I have been slurring when I was in the kitchen I lost my balance fell on the sink. Talan cooked me pizza for dinner. I fell asleep w...


My mom decided she didn’t want dad to see her bank accounts so she sends her bank mail to my address. Talan and I found a check for her in my p.o. box from the bank. She handed it to dad he lost ...


I think I need to talk to someone professionally. I get fed up with other people easily. A few hours Ok that’s nice but after that I am done! I get tired of people wanting me to pay for their foo...


On July 2nd Tella overdosed trying to end her life. Today is July 8th first time I saw her face to face since her attempt. Her doctors gave her the right dose of antidepressants. She is so much b...


I met a girl on the internet about a year ago. Gwen has been very kind and supportive friend. She lives 3 1/2 miles away from me. She wanted to do a picnic of friends at Little Beaver State Park....


I am at Ginos Pizza waiting on dinner. After working 12 hours I am to tired to cook. I saw a deal a medium pizza with 2 toppings for $5.99. My heart skipped a beat from excitement. Most people do...


Happy 4th of July… I am at work. Have fun for me.


Happy 4th of July. I am working 8 am to 8 pm. If I am lucky I might get to see some fireworks after work. Talan is guarding to 12 pm to I have no idea what time so I may or may not be alone for t...


My friend Tella attempted suicide today. Took 4 bottles with sleeping pills, pain pills and bipolar medicine. Her husband Justin called the police and an ambulance. She refused to go but her room...


In the past I went to a bible Baptist church but my desire to learn other cultures and religions for me at a Unitarian Church. There I found people of various religion with kindness and acceptanc...


Yesterday I took Tella and Michael out. I took them to the grocery store. They bought groceries decided use me.I paid for lunch and dinner, bought them treats things they wanted. I drove out of m...


I took Tella to the grocery store. I ended up taking her son and Michael Black. Today first day I met Michael Black. He is Tella’s eye candy/friends with benefits since Tella and her husband Just...


Talan said he can’t take me out on a date because we don’t have enough money for bills! I earned $700 this paycheck I got $385 that My mom gave me to help me with bills. We got over $1,000 but he...


I started feeling beautiful because this is the least I have weighed in months. I really was feeling confident until my hippo ass broke my clients chair and it threw me backwards into the wall! I...


A $575 check came for my mom in my mail box. Talan mentions how we could use that to get by and not tell mom. I felt like it would be unfair to take advantage of mom. I called her told her about ...


I got called into work today. Today was supposed to be my day off instead I happily took the money when they called me in. I hope with a extra shift I can hopefully afford my bills. I really want...


I read ” The Simple Faith of Mister Rogers” by Amy Hollingsworth. I read part of “True Police Stories of The Strange and Unexplained” by Ingrid P Dean. I am really glad I have Saturday off. Due ...


I have been so depressed and defeated lately. Been crying a lot over bills. I decided on my day One of my days off I might go see a psychologist. I shouldn’t feel this defeated this long. I am go...


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