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We left at 3:30, got home around 8:30. We took a nap. Mom and I watched GH and then I got up and went to walmart with Mom while JJ slept some more. Smackdown was on. We got to watch Drew McIntyr...

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I slept a lot and then JJ, Cinnabun and I went to Mcdonalds and arbys. I caught 2 mice. JJ cleaned the rest of his room and then we left. I set up my new bullet journal today! I opted not to ad...

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JJs stepmom made me an egg and cheese sandwich, it was delicious. I caught one mouse in a trap I played dysmantle while JJ played GTA. I also unearthed what was essentially a mouse mansion. He c...

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Surprise! (kinda) I’m at JJs <3 The car ride here is most of what I did today. Dog came downstairs with us when we were eating which was silly. Watched GH with mom before we left. I played ...

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Today I woke up a little early and then played Dysmantle until late. I intended to get a lot done but the energy just wasnt there. We’re going to try again tomorrow. I’ve brushed my teeth ever...

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Spider called me tonight out of nowhere, he also called me a second time. It wasn’t bad but I never quite know what to say. We talked about our pack, past, offspring, and where to go from here....

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Day 3 of typing 2025 by accident! I got up early today and fully intended to get a bunch done but to be completely honest, I watched the cheeto in chief’s conference and it was about the time t...

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I did something new with JJ last night…I suppose I should write about it in another book. Maybe. Maybe not. It’s not all that exciting to hear about, just a new experience. Family outing day. ...

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2026…Here we go. We’re bringing back nicknames because I think They’re fun. Plus if you know me you know who they are anyway. No one gets an explanation. Hime, Teddy, JJ and I went to watch Hu...

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I got a feeling in my chest last night like right before a panic attack over the thought of a particular blanket getting thrown away. Thankfully it wasn’t but I don’t know why it hit me so hard....

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I just sat down and wrote over 600 words after not writing anything for months. That’s. Wow. Might not sound like much but it’s a big deal to me. Goodnight

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Family outing day

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JJ surprised me by coming over a day early!

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I wanted to do things today, there were obstacles, and I did not do the things today. And that’s on ADHD Also we pulled 3 ticks off smudge today. Including one on his actual butthole

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Old friend reached out and reminded me that I’m still standing. Despite everything. Things change from now. I demand it.

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Went to Betty’s today for a bit with mom and grandma. Ended up not being today that electric guy is coming. I didn’t get a whole lot done but for a few minutes, I felt....Like maybe it’s all gon...

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Today I ripped down a really large tree branch with my bare hands. Fear me.

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I got on my laptop with the intent of writing a nice, long letter to a friend of mine that I’ve been having dreams about lately. A few sentences in, I realized, I don’t want to write this bitter...

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I cleaned one cage and the cat tree litterbox. Grandma made shepherd’s pie. I replanted some stuff yesterday and need to do more tomorrow. I made a really awesome rainbow bracelet, too. Hoping t...

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Anybody else feeling a little hopeless these days? Well, a specific kind of hopeless. Not suicidal or anyting like that, just…hopeless. Let me see if I can explain… So I’m still unemployed....

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I was fired from my 6 year job today over something really dumb. I’m okay, just. So. Sad.

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We made it 7 years. I’ll carry on for you as long as I can. I miss you so much it hurts. I love you. Will you be my Valentine?

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I was in my classroom for once…mostly.

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I feel so far away

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I want to establish better routines. Until that we suffer

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