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"It has been said time heals all wounds. I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue, and the pain lessens, but it is never gone."
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6/6/25 in An Entry a Day 2025
Family outing day
6/5/25 in An Entry a Day 2025
JJ surprised me by coming over a day early!
6/4/25 in An Entry a Day 2025
I wanted to do things today, there were obstacles, and I did not do the things today. And that’s on ADHD Also we pulled 3 ticks off smudge today. Including one on his actual butthole
6/3/25 in An Entry a Day 2025
Old friend reached out and reminded me that I’m still standing. Despite everything. Things change from now. I demand it.
6/2/25 in An Entry a Day 2025
Went to Betty’s today for a bit with mom and grandma. Ended up not being today that electric guy is coming. I didn’t get a whole lot done but for a few minutes, I felt....Like maybe it’s all gon...
6/1//25 in An Entry a Day 2025
Today I ripped down a really large tree branch with my bare hands. Fear me.
5/31/25 in An Entry a Day 2025
I got on my laptop with the intent of writing a nice, long letter to a friend of mine that I’ve been having dreams about lately. A few sentences in, I realized, I don’t want to write this bitter...
5/1/25 in An Entry a Day 2025
I cleaned one cage and the cat tree litterbox. Grandma made shepherd’s pie. I replanted some stuff yesterday and need to do more tomorrow. I made a really awesome rainbow bracelet, too. Hoping t...
Hopelessness in In My World
Anybody else feeling a little hopeless these days? Well, a specific kind of hopeless. Not suicidal or anyting like that, just…hopeless. Let me see if I can explain… So I’m still unemployed....
3/6/25 in An Entry a Day 2025
I was fired from my 6 year job today over something really dumb. I’m okay, just. So. Sad.
2/13/25 in An Entry a Day 2025
We made it 7 years. I’ll carry on for you as long as I can. I miss you so much it hurts. I love you. Will you be my Valentine?
2/3/25 in An Entry a Day 2025
I was in my classroom for once…mostly.
2/2/25 in An Entry a Day 2025
I feel so far away
2/1/25 in An Entry a Day 2025
I want to establish better routines. Until that we suffer
1/13/2025 in An Entry a Day 2025
Work has me irritated again....as always. All I’m asking for is a heads up if I have to switch classrooms. Don’t tell me the last possible second when you have known all morning. It’s bullshit...
1/12/2025 in An Entry a Day 2025
Same as yesterday but we did escape to go to Walmart with Mom
1/11/2025 in An Entry a Day 2025
Jj, naps, games
1/10/2025 in An Entry a Day 2025
My head hurts, I’m cold. I’m grumpy. Goodnight.
1/9/2025 in An Entry a Day 2025
I did a thing this morning and I’m super proud of me. I was in the other infant room all day which wasn’t too terrible but I hate being out of my classroom. Mars is doing a lot better today. H...
1/8/2025 in An Entry a Day 2025
I went back to work today but I went in late because of the ice....not looking forward to trying to get out tomorrow morning. Mars the hamster wasn’t doing so hot this morning but I think he was...
1/7/2025 in An Entry a Day 2025
Another snow day JJ left this evening but he’ll be back in a couple days. I mostly just played coral island and napped again. We watched some Walking Dead with mom. Boring few days but well nee...
1/6/2025 in An Entry a Day 2025
SNOW DAAAAYYYYYYY!!!!!! I took a really good nap and then had some fun with JJ and Hayhay. 😏 Raw is on Netflix now, it was awesome. The Rock and The Undertaker showed up JJ shoveled the driv...
1/5/2025 in An Entry a Day 2025
Jj, naps, coral island. Also JJ moved things around for me for furnace guy
1/4/2025 in An Entry a Day 2025
JJ, naps, coral island
1/3/25 in An Entry a Day 2025
Work wasn’t too bad today but I’m getting really frustrated with one of the parents in todds. Worked on my 2025 journal some. Played Coral island a bunch. Jj is here. Smackdown was 3 hours