TryingTime
Age: Too old to be an emo; too young to be a goth. I’m trying to get my life somewhere positive. I’m trying to motivate myself to write again, to be open and accountable with myself, to find the pleasure in venting and in anonymity, and learning how to not caring if I offend because I’m rather fed up with most things nowadays—but maybe this will be my happy place. If nothing else, at least it’s meant to be honest.
If there’s a way out it will be step-by-step through the black.
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Update… in These Days:
I certainly fell out of writing for a moment. I think the depression of my job just keeps getting to me. I think I may need to take a mental health day tomorrow, but we will see… I’m stressing an...
The difficulty level has just been increased… in These Days:
So this week I started going back into the office. Tomorrow will be my third day back, and thank goodness I’ll have Thursday and Friday to work from home… but I don’t know how I’m going to make i...
New chapter for my mom… in These Days:
So yesterday was my mom’s move. Fell asleep around 4 AM, woke up at 6:50 AM, got ready and waited outside to be picked up by my sister and her family. Took almost an hour to get to my mom’s, down...
Tired, don’t want to sleep… in These Days:
I’m having a lazy evening, reading posts on here, browsing YouTube. Currently listening to the Alex Murdaugh cross examination (because bleep that guy), sipping diet Dr Pepper, and trying not to ...
Trying to be concise… in These Days:
Since my partner left after Valentine’s Day, I’ve felt numb. They convinced me to take the day off work, and then they surprised me with some flowers (first time they ever got me flowers), and th...
The time is almost over… in These Days:
My partner arrived last week and will be leaving Wednesday (tomorrow). We have known each other for over 4 years (became close friends almost instantly), and have been together romantically for a...
I need sleep… in These Days:
My cleaning was moderately productive. Only thing left is declutter the bathroom, some more dishes, and vacuum. I will have to do the latter tomorrow before work. I feel like a dick when I clean ...
Always putting it off… in These Days:
I would consider myself a rather clean and tidy person. Moderately always on the verge of an OCD episode. . .unless I’m super depressed. When I get this way I put everything off until the last mi...
Through the Winter… in These Days:
Hello— I guess this is my starting entry to lay it all out as to why am even bothering to create this. I suppose I have reached a point in my life where I feel I should be more accountable for bo...
