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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”
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Tangle Of Anxiety in Hello
This is eating me up inside. Last week I screwed up again and drunkenly left the house. Yes, arrested again. Every time a bit of normalcy comes into my life I have to screw it up. I got no answ...
How many cars have you ever owned? 3 Can you do math in your head well? At one point yes. Not so much anymore. What’s your least favorite chore to do around the house? Scrub the tub. What’s your...
Johnny Paycheck in Hello
Payday. Tis nice. Gotta put more in savings which will leave me with only $700 more to save up for the lawyer then $2500+ for the root canal and crown. Sigh cries in poverty
Tell Tale Sign in Hello
Yup. The Paxil is working. No matter the porn I watch or previous sexploits I fantasize of getting off just ain’t happening. The price I pay for help with my mental illness. I’m reminded of wh...
This Feels Weird in Hello
I was dead ass tired this morning at work. When I got home I ate and relaxed for a little while before finally getting into bed after 10 AM. I dozed off somewhere after 11. Though I woke up a f...
Fudgetastic in Hello
I woke up this evening with an aching back (going on four or five days now) and a majorly wicked sinus headache. I blame my sinus trouble on my coke binge three years ago. Some aspirin and anot...
Just Super in Hello
I’m off tonight so in turn I stayed up till 3 PM playing Jedi Fallen Order. It’s freakin’ awesome! Buuut…I slept in till 3 AM. Crap. Oh well, time to call on my Force powers and fire up the o...
At the urging of a friend I created an Instagram account. When I logged in the recommended feed showed half my family and old friends. I immediately had an anxiety attack. I’m a private person...
Smokey just bit my elbow. Lil’ fucker. I got maybe three hours of sleep last night. Had too much on my mind to think about when I got to work so I threw on the headphones and dived face first i...
What Dreams May Come in Hello
If they are to come at all… Will I sleep today? Rest has been coming later and later. Even though it was lights out after 1pm yesterday afternoon it was well after 4 or 5 when I finally fell asl...
Government Red Tape in Hello
When I got off work this morning (Tuesday) I went by the bankruptcy lawyer’s office to drop off all my paper work. Now I just need to come up with $1,400 to make my other debt go away. Ugh! See...
I'm Gonna Worry in Hello
I hope the two strays are some place warm right now. It’s really cold outside…
The Was A Weird One in Dreams And Nightmares
Friend came to visit but was under contract to my AH cousin to hang with him.(?) Had to get him groceries and got stranded at the store in just my boxers and a blanket. While making my way home ...
Back To The Fold in Hello
Almost thirty minutes into my shift and already wish I was back home. I feel fine tonight. Just an overall sense of blah-ness. Tried this broccoli pasta tonight now I can’t get the taste of g...
Lunch Was Good in Hello
One of the strays has been sleeping on the body pillow on the back porch. ‘Tis cute. I’ve gotten caught up on rest last night and today. Needed it. Off again tonight so will probably screw aro...
Whore For $ in Hello
I’m off.. So bored I’d gladly work overtime.
I feel like shit tonight. Upset belly (gotta lay off the hot wings), crappy sleep and general feeling of lethargy and not wanting to be at work. New schedule went up today and us third shifters d...
All I Wanted Was A Pepsi in Hello
Just one Pepsi! And she wouldn’t give it to me! Just a Pepsi! Substitute Pepsi for PS4 time and we’re talking. My goal when I got off was to pay my car insurance, go home and game. Well, the loa...
Stolen Survey in Hello
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie? Green Mile If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done? Meh, nothing. Do you have a completely irrational fear? Snails. I don’t kn...
Effin' Temp Service in Hello
I normally get paid on Thursdays. Well I checked my account and nothing. I figured since it was Halloween (I know it’s not a government holiday but benefit of the doubt) I’d chill and wait. Mi...
Fuck It Got Cold! in Hello
It was like high 60’s when I went to work last night. A little cool when I got off this morning. Wake up to it being 38. I’m gonna freeze my ass off on smoke breaks tonight. Will definitely w...
Not Quite Sure What To Think Anymore... in Hello
My hand was forced due to severe pain so I finally went to the dentist. Root canal and a crown. 😑 Luckily I got some antibiotics and pain pills. Only ten, though. FUCKING opioid crisis. Used...
Heat The Feet in Hello
I got out of bed around ten something. Went to Wendy’s for food. The amount of money and time I spent in the drive-thru to get lukewarm fries…I was pissed. Currently laying on the couch with ...
