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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”
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BP was through the roof and my anxiety was out of control. The gave me an IV and some potassium pills. Plus the nurse gave me a shot, don’t remember what but after a few minutes I was heavily r...
Stupid Is As Stupid Does in Hello
I relapsed hard last night. Said horrifying things to New Friend and probably ruined that friendship. Something feels really off tonight. I can’t stop shaking (not just hands, whole body) and...
I'm Talking To My Imaginary Friend .. in Drugs 'n Drunk
But he refuses to talk to me.
I Have No Mouth, And I Must Scream in Hello
Written and passionately read by Harlan Ellison
Jellied Legs in Hello
Another crappy sleep. It’s 8 AM and I just got in from a two mile walk. It was 44 F out and I walked in a t-shirt and shorts because I’m a masochist. Honestly though I feel better. Moving aro...
Just Plain Worn Out in Hello
Not much sleep Sunday into Monday. Dozed off last night at some point but didn’t sleep much. Woke up around 1:30 AM and have been up since. It’s 2:51 PM. Saw the lawyer this morning to fill ...
Mucho Beddah in Hello
I feel a lot better than I did yesterday. Our Easter meal was small and quaint. Baked ham, squash casserole, green beans (ick) dressing with gravy. Only my aunt came, her daughter and two grand...
Today Sucks in Hello
My BP is up and my chest is pounding. Just took my meds. I’m gonna lay here on the couch, try to relax my breathing and wait this out. I’ve been on the self destruction warpath and have alien...
West And Wewaxation in Hello
I’ve slept so much the last few days. No energy what so ever. The world is passing me by…of course I had to hide a few times. Mom took a bunch of plastic eggs stuffed with candy to her job to...
I Have The Flu in Hello
I have chills, fever, aches… I’m still smoking legal weed. Yeah, it’s counterintuitive but it makes me relax. In one of my fever dreams from last night I was helping my dad and his friends rob a ...
Julie Andrews And Dick Van Dyke in Hello
Knew how to rock! 🤘🤘🤘
Smokey has developed a bad habit of laying on my chest and sticking his pink little butt hole right in my face. Don’t get me wrong, I do pet him but c’mon, butt hole! In my face! It’s a little ...
Woke up craving juice. This happens from time to time. Grape, Apple, Orange, Fruit Punch don’t care! After I eat a trip to Wal-Mart is in order.
Cold Night in Hello
The temp has dipped significantly. Now I have a bit of a sore throat and dry cough. Ugh! I scarfed down a mini Red Baron pizza doused in habanero hot sauce. My sinuses have opened up. 🤒 As a...
My sleeping is way off track. Woke up at nearly 4 PM. Mom decided she wanted fried chicken so I’m currently sitting at Metro Diner. We both order chicken and waffles. You get a huge house mad...
Who Cares? in Hello
Shitty Quality Video in Hello
For anyone one who has ever wondered what living in the southern U.S. has to deal with when the weather gets bad. https://youtube.com/shorts/NbZiAcYcdys?feature=share4 I’m keeping an eye on the n...
Good Vibes in Hello
Yet again, can’t sleep. Today was good. Started with breakfast burritos of egg, bacon and copped chicken patty. Ran the last of the errands. Paid mom’s car insurance, swung by Kroger to pay th...
Insomnia (Hardly Knew Ya!) in Hello
3:11 AM. I’ve been up since....fuck I don’t remember. My eyes are still burning even after putting in some drops. I’m up watching Icons on Vice. This one’s about Marvel trying to get films m...
Dry, Red Eyes in Hello
I slept like shit last night. My eyes are dried out. Very tired but still awake. Got a pharmacy’s worth of prescriptions at the psych doc’s office today. Imma head out. Nite.
Uptown Funk in Hello
I’ve felt empty all day. These days happen where I call it being in a funk. Even went for a walk this afternoon to try and clear my head. I see Dr. Gilbert at 10 tomorrow morning. Need my meds r...
Instacart 🤦 in Hello
I don’t know what licensing deal you signed, but don’t use my favorite King Khan & BBQ Show song for you commercials. I’ve seen them twice live and they’re amazing, not advertisements.
Dutch Has A Plan in Hello
Title is a reference to Red Dead Redemption 2. How’d court go? Well, the lawyer got my judge switched to the one who runs what they call mental health court. First I need to see my psychiatrist...
