sayornis
“We are torn between nostalgia for the familiar and an urge for the foreign and strange. As often as not, we are homesick most for the places we have never known.”
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I can't let go in formless
of that last piece of you in my mind because I can’t bring myself to forgive you entirely I can still feel your anger burned into my mind I can still taste my own salty tears burning in the back ...
maybe she’ll always love you As you stand side by side drunk on lust and moonlight dark eyes always hide secret thoughts ‘And you are mine’ you start to think the ocean howls mercilessly as it ...
shadow, shadow you are my heart you’ve held my thumping fright shadow, shadow you are my soul shivering uncontrollably still in the night
everything that rises must converge in formless
my lies (omissions) are catching up with me I will break my own heart my body refuses to play along a series of events occurred yesterday that could only have meant one thing the walls are caving...
sisyrinchium in formless
I had a nice birthday. People I haven’t talked to in a while wished me happy birthday. We were in malibu, beautiful calm waves, seagulls diving for fish next to surfers. People taking selfies lef...
Sit down by the fire in formless
I haven’t seen the sun in six days. It’s not for lack of trying. I’ve been feeling restless and anxious but just enough that I am constantly on edge. the grey skies are not helping my doom and gl...
and I am here in formless
in the same place I’ve always been squirreling away the secrets you don’t want them to exist so you don’t look it is all mush we blend together everything is slipping out of my fingers you have n...
It is seeping quietly into my house are there drips on my forehead? the world is foggy and mumbling rain when I need the boisterous sunshine people don’t walk places in the rain they don’t smile,...
when you look into my eyes, you know what you see maybe the sun setting over a tumultuous ocean the eerie silence of a snow covered forest at night you know something is ending that whatever ligh...
phytopthera in formless
I have been all over the place here are words, unrelated to my situation now, but a past memory. She stands in the window, brown eyes pleading, lips saying nothing. She isn’t going to say it, but...
eyes often have more to say than words. yesterday I looked into a pair of eyes I had not looked into in a long time. and they were the same as I would expect. Masking a fragile soul, an acknowle...
written on paper, transcribed here: Here I am, face to face with the sea. Constant rumbling tension. It never really moves but is always changing. It is warm, the air lingering softly around my ...
e x p l o d e in formless
maybe I am young still formless still wandering I am losing I am losing what is this game we are playing? I am losing A ball of energy contained by brittle skin I do not know what I feel ...
wednesday love in formless
it is strange, my solid love. I have always been topsy turvy, upside down. but now I am upright, now I am sound. I love you so I love our love I love that another human sees me bare sees m...
you can be my constellation I can be your star shining hesitantly still questioning each way the earth spins my words always encompass us two intertwined like succulent vines together I fe...
winter moths in formless
I am an echo you were my song we were invincible that night rolling carelessly in the sand
twisting gently against an unforgiving tide my heart is breaking we have been broken together coiled comfort in the wrong place I am trapped inside my mind you are trapped by your pride I h...
