Nazdaze ⋅ 51
DE transfer...excited about journaling again. Recently divorced mom of 3. Redoing life my way.
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Girl Brain in My dayz
Is my pms, my perimenopausal hell. She yells at me from the inside..too often…she reminds me of words my ex husband used, but then tries to convince me they are all still true. This is one reaso...
Hearts hurting are the worst. Trying to be gentle and not scar his. yet trying to protect mine. Fuck life leaves too much emotional history and emotional programming.
Excedrin Day in My dayz
Sigh. Why does he have to be such a dick…selfish asswioe who only thinks about himself. Things never change.
I’m in a foul mood. Cried myself to sleep. Woke up at 2am. Cried. I’ve been up since. Hate feeling like this hate my brain when it wont let go.
Three Little Bears in My dayz
Fast forward to the now....kids almost grown. Divorce, worked my way up the ladder at work…demoted myself…new bf.. new house. And here we are. My kiddos are 22 18 and 12. I’m amazed at them st...
Asshole Days in My heart
I’m happy I no longer have them…(maybe..err..I’m sure…I know.. I’m an asshole some days) I spent too many nights dragging home from work,exhausted from keeping it together and just needing to be...
Stuff We Don't Put on Social Media in My heart
Its odd, I didn’t announce when Clint left me. I didn’t announce when the divorce was final. I’m pretty sure distant relatives dont even know, and he left 2.5 years ago. I didn’t want a cascade...
A little seed was pushed from her protective shell, she felt lost and scared. Where was she going? Why? She landed on an open leaf, happy to not be falling alone anymore. She enjoyed the leaf for...
