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Is my pms, my perimenopausal hell. She yells at me from the inside..too often…she reminds me of words my ex husband used, but then tries to convince me they are all still true. This is one reaso...

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Hearts hurting are the worst. Trying to be gentle and not scar his. yet trying to protect mine. Fuck life leaves too much emotional history and emotional programming.

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Sigh. Why does he have to be such a dick…selfish asswioe who only thinks about himself. Things never change.

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I’m in a foul mood. Cried myself to sleep. Woke up at 2am. Cried. I’ve been up since. Hate feeling like this hate my brain when it wont let go.

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Fast forward to the now....kids almost grown. Divorce, worked my way up the ladder at work…demoted myself…new bf.. new house. And here we are. My kiddos are 22 18 and 12. I’m amazed at them st...

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