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Statue of stone in The Things I Write When My Mind Won't Sleep
When my eyes left the ground all the pedestals I put you on finally came crashing down And I’m not sure if the weight that lifted was my shackles coming off or the feeling of your loss My mind ...
God Bless America in The Things I Write When My Mind Won't Sleep
Check one two Check one two Can anybody hear me? I said can anybody hear me? I SAID can anybody HEAR ME I guess not So I will speak into the silence And raise my voice One Twice I will make th...
How you have taken over in The Things I Write When My Mind Won't Sleep
When I can’t sleep I listen to piano and pretend it’s you at the keys When I can’t feel I lay with pillows and pretend you’re holding me When I can’t cry I stare away and pretend you’ll notice me...
Learning to Love in The Things I Write When My Mind Won't Sleep
I’ve never felt the feeling of falling into a bottomless hole Not until I looked up and saw your eyes for the first time All of a sudden the stars started to shine in the middle of the day and th...
Picky in The Things I Write When My Mind Won't Sleep
I want a hug but just from you Which I know is impossible to do This thing in my head has changed me But even when it almost hanged me All I wanted was you I really do get the gist But it just k...
Travelling Depression in The Things I Write When My Mind Won't Sleep
I feel like my heart is going to explode And my head is in a different area code Far too far away to do anything to try and save the day So my heart bursts and I can feel the overwhelming hurt f...
Clash of the Sea and Sun in The Things I Write When My Mind Won't Sleep
The was a boy who was born with the sun shining on his face His eyes were the deepest blue and his mind, a maze And when the rays of light reflected on his tears the moon raged and the tide made ...
How I Hate in The Things I Write When My Mind Won't Sleep
I hate that I have to skip my favorite songs because you showed me them I hate that I have to avoid my favorite building because you might be there I hate that I can skip class and you don’t care...
When things change in The Things I Write When My Mind Won't Sleep
You used to text me every morning And talk to me every night We walked home together And sat outside my room for hours We talked about your life and mine We had more inside jokes than hours sleep...
Renovation in The Things I Write When My Mind Won't Sleep
The kitchen is rearranged, none of the pictures are the same And I don’t know how to live in this old house without you All the memories remain, but even I am not the same I’m looking out the ...
Punches in Things I Write When Im Sad
I don’t like to fight I say when I’m punched in the side I didn’t mean to cry I say when they cover my eyes I’ll say what you want if you leave me alone I’ll stop eating until I am just bones And...
Decisions in The Things I Write When My Mind Won't Sleep
I make bad decisions sometimes Like when I jump I close my eyes and miss the fall, the best part of it all next thing I know I’m laying on the ground the stars up above are spinning round and rou...
I W in Things I Write When Im Sad
I wish I could cry and my tears would take me with them. I want to melt into the floor, the walls, and just not exist. I want the pain to escape and never come back, even if I have to go with i...
A Rebellion in The Things I Write When My Mind Won't Sleep
The bell tolls once for each one of the dead. A town sleeping for the first time since the battle began. Rain beating the ground as silent tears fall for all of those lost. The bridges and tower...
heavy in Things I Write When Im Sad
I’m so heavy. I don’t know what is holding me down, but something weighs on my bones, my back, my shoulders, on my very soul. To move is to use all the energy I have. To think is to drain me of e...
Anger in Things I Write When Im Sad
I am so angry. Im not sure why, but I am furious. I will be walking down the hall and just want to smash my hand against the walls, until I can’t move it, until there’s more blood than flesh. I w...
I need to learn in Things I Write When Im Sad
you’d think it’s not a hard lesson, one you should learn early on. But I guess I didn’t. I need to learn to be alone. to not rely on others, because that hurts more. I know I shouldn’t expect thi...
I think i love you in The Things I Write When My Mind Won't Sleep
I think I love you. this might be a problem because I don’t think you love me too. I of course love you as a friend, ive never had someone as close to me as you are, but I think I love you in ano...
Winter in Things I Write When Im Sad
Leaves freeze in the winter cold as hands freeze against a trembling arm Shaking trees and hands when the dark sets in Ice falling to the ground to cover a buried heart Sealing away the warmth of...
Genocide in Things I Write When Im Sad
Hands reaching out but heads turned away Wanting to save but not to acknowledge the work it may take Wanting to help but not to take the baggage of a heart burdened by its own hate Reaching for h...
Dear God 5 in My Prayers
Dear God, I’m not sure I can believe in you today. I don’t want to believe in a God that would let me hurt so bad. Rationally I know I have no reason to feel this way, I have a supportive family,...
Dear God 4 in My Prayers
Dear god today I am asking for forgiveness. I don’t know what for specifically, but a lot. I’m sorry for any deceptions I’ve portrayed, for any hurt that I’ve cause, I’m sorry for thinking I’m be...
Dear God 3 in My Prayers
Dear god, today I feel a little calmer. I’m not sure why but I am panicky almost all of the time. I feel like there is a brand on my forehead announcing my every secret. But dear god I love my fr...
Dear God 2 in My Prayers
Dear god. Today I felt lost. I don’t know why but I feel so empty inside. I feel like I am missing some huge part of me and I don’t know what it is. This hole inside of me feels so so dark, I fee...
Dear God 1 in My Prayers
Dear god. Today I wanted to die and I now know that this feeling isn’t going away. Everyday I hate myself just a little more. I am utterly terrified that I am not who I think I am. And that I wil...
