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Statue of stone
When my eyes left the ground all the pedestals I put you on finally came crashing down And I’m not sure if the weight that lifted was my shackles coming off or the feeling of your loss My mind ...
God Bless America
Check one two Check one two Can anybody hear me? I said can anybody hear me? I SAID can anybody HEAR ME I guess not So I will speak into the silence And raise my voice One Twice I will make th...
How you have taken over
When I can’t sleep I listen to piano and pretend it’s you at the keys When I can’t feel I lay with pillows and pretend you’re holding me When I can’t cry I stare away and pretend you’ll notice me...
Learning to Love
I’ve never felt the feeling of falling into a bottomless hole Not until I looked up and saw your eyes for the first time All of a sudden the stars started to shine in the middle of the day and th...
Picky
I want a hug but just from you Which I know is impossible to do This thing in my head has changed me But even when it almost hanged me All I wanted was you I really do get the gist But it just k...
Travelling Depression
I feel like my heart is going to explode And my head is in a different area code Far too far away to do anything to try and save the day So my heart bursts and I can feel the overwhelming hurt f...
Clash of the Sea and Sun
The was a boy who was born with the sun shining on his face His eyes were the deepest blue and his mind, a maze And when the rays of light reflected on his tears the moon raged and the tide made ...
How I Hate
I hate that I have to skip my favorite songs because you showed me them I hate that I have to avoid my favorite building because you might be there I hate that I can skip class and you don’t care...
When things change
You used to text me every morning And talk to me every night We walked home together And sat outside my room for hours We talked about your life and mine We had more inside jokes than hours sleep...
Renovation
The kitchen is rearranged, none of the pictures are the same And I don’t know how to live in this old house without you All the memories remain, but even I am not the same I’m looking out the ...
Decisions
I make bad decisions sometimes Like when I jump I close my eyes and miss the fall, the best part of it all next thing I know I’m laying on the ground the stars up above are spinning round and rou...
A Rebellion
The bell tolls once for each one of the dead. A town sleeping for the first time since the battle began. Rain beating the ground as silent tears fall for all of those lost. The bridges and tower...
I think i love you
I think I love you. this might be a problem because I don’t think you love me too. I of course love you as a friend, ive never had someone as close to me as you are, but I think I love you in ano...
Nerves
First Date Ever Jitters, nerves? Not going anywhere Probably I dont know what to say I dont know what to do Shaking Stuttering Scar...
Prints
Foot prints in the barren snow A bitter red to haunt my dreams A shadow of the deepest silk A shadow of deception Smooth words where there are rough edges Rough hands where there should be gentl...
Colors
Red seeps from every pore saturating the world with crimson stifling in its oppressiveness but hopeful Green stares back at you from across the room the reflection of an escaping emotion in your...
Future
When I look into the future I see a lot of great things I see the house I always wanted, the modern Victorian the one in the historic side of Dubuque with the stone basement and pool in the back ...
One Last Round
I raise my glass for one final round A round for the friends I have To the old ones I lost and the new ones Ive found To my family whos been here through it all So im signing off, heres my goodb...
Four Whys
Why am I so broken Why am I so scared Why am I so ashamed every time I speak every time I think and every time I care Why am I so scared
Journey
You boots left vivid imprints upon the dry ground that cry out for redemption as they slowly bleed away. I followed them well, I followed your path, your journey the best I could. And now here I ...
Bed
The world seems to shift on its very axis when you’re in bed. In the bright midday sun when all problems seem so small and insignificant compared to what they were mere seconds ago. Or int he abs...
Nights of Tears
Its nights like this where I feel so alone Its nights like this where I don’t think I can go on Its nights like this where no one seems to hear The calling, the screaming, the crying for help. Th...
Sorry My Dear
Im so sorry that I had to go this way Im so sorry that I hurt you all But I can’t stand alone for much longer and I can’t be alone for much longer I love you all those I’ve known all along and th...
Take
Take what I have and give it to those who need I have no need for these useless tools when I am gone Take the heart that has loved so completely and been wounded so easily and teach the world to ...
What I Must Do
I sing because I must, not because I can For if one is given one single gift in this desolate world, surely they would be a fool not to embrace it I write because I must, not because I can For I ...
Book Description
In the dead of night when I am lying and bed and trying desperately to sleep, words flow into sentences and I can’t sleep until I write them down and they are gone. These entries are full of pain and exhaustion and I needed to share them.