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Paradox in Things I Write When Im Sad
Is there such a paradox as a calm rush of fear the aching feeling of despair and an outward smile the pain in emotions and the numbness in mind the loneliness and the need to be alone the simulta...
One Step in Song Ideas
Step off the train car in every place I go Look at the empty faces of people I don’t know I dared invade their space and I don’t deserve their time Just by being here I seemed to cross a line One...
Nerves in The Things I Write When My Mind Won't Sleep
First Date Ever Jitters, nerves? Not going anywhere Probably I dont know what to say I dont know what to do Shaking Stuttering Scar...
Prints in The Things I Write When My Mind Won't Sleep
Foot prints in the barren snow A bitter red to haunt my dreams A shadow of the deepest silk A shadow of deception Smooth words where there are rough edges Rough hands where there should be gentl...
Stuck in Things I Write When Im Sad
In a limbo between bubbly and reclusive Stuck Where the world weeks dark but the sun shines on my face Stuck between broken and ok Every smile seems fake but so does every tear What is real Wh...
hidden in Things I Write When Im Sad
tears stifled by hurried sniffs avoidance of the inevitable “are you ok” because i cannot say yes anymore i cannot lie but i cannot tell the truth hidden under cotton sheets under carefully place...
Down in Things I Write When Im Sad
Falling down down down Drowning in a pool of my own hidden tears Hiding to not worry my friends to keep the dark inside Breaking my heart piece by piece into oblivion Calling silently solitary ...
Beautiful in Things I Write When Im Sad
What is beautiful? Is it blonde hair blue eyes Is it the vibrant attitude Is it the perfectly done hair and nails Is it talent Is it loving yourself I dont want beautiful I dont care what color m...
Castles in Things I Write When Im Sad
My life is not your usual love story I’m sure that did not get your attention, everyone thinks they’re special My ideal love story has the handsome prince The romance The love The man who cares ...
Loved in Things I Write When Im Sad
Is it so wrong to want to be loved To have what all those in the movies and books seem to find Is it so bad to crave love To crave acceptance and to want to be wanted Why is love such a distant d...
Colors in The Things I Write When My Mind Won't Sleep
Red seeps from every pore saturating the world with crimson stifling in its oppressiveness but hopeful Green stares back at you from across the room the reflection of an escaping emotion in your...
Future in The Things I Write When My Mind Won't Sleep
When I look into the future I see a lot of great things I see the house I always wanted, the modern Victorian the one in the historic side of Dubuque with the stone basement and pool in the back ...
Today in Things I Write When Im Sad
I feel really sad today I dont know why I had fun I met a new person I did good inclass But I feel sad today I thought about it again How much better it would be How much easier I thought about h...
Pray in Things I Write When Im Sad
I havent prayed in a while I think maybe I should Maybe I cant help myself anymore I dont think I can help myself anymore Maybe I need someone to watch out for me To love me no matter what I dont...
One Last Round in The Things I Write When My Mind Won't Sleep
I raise my glass for one final round A round for the friends I have To the old ones I lost and the new ones Ive found To my family whos been here through it all So im signing off, heres my goodb...
Scared in Things I Write When Im Sad
Its dark and Im scared again Not of physical monsters But of the ones in my head The ones who rage the ones I thought maybe just maybe I made up for attention But I was wrong and they are real an...
I Dont Know What to Do in Things I Write When Im Sad
I literally dont know what to do Why am I so happy that someone said they’re proud of me Why does it make me so happy and why asn’t it happened before Why can someone Ive known for four months ma...
Four Whys in The Things I Write When My Mind Won't Sleep
Why am I so broken Why am I so scared Why am I so ashamed every time I speak every time I think and every time I care Why am I so scared
Desperate in Things I Write When Im Sad
I want to love and to be loved so desperately that every fiber of my being aches with the need to be known so completely by another soul My very soul is distraught with the thought of another nev...
Journey in The Things I Write When My Mind Won't Sleep
You boots left vivid imprints upon the dry ground that cry out for redemption as they slowly bleed away. I followed them well, I followed your path, your journey the best I could. And now here I ...
Bed in The Things I Write When My Mind Won't Sleep
The world seems to shift on its very axis when you’re in bed. In the bright midday sun when all problems seem so small and insignificant compared to what they were mere seconds ago. Or int he abs...
Nights of Tears in The Things I Write When My Mind Won't Sleep
Its nights like this where I feel so alone Its nights like this where I don’t think I can go on Its nights like this where no one seems to hear The calling, the screaming, the crying for help. Th...
Sorry My Dear in The Things I Write When My Mind Won't Sleep
Im so sorry that I had to go this way Im so sorry that I hurt you all But I can’t stand alone for much longer and I can’t be alone for much longer I love you all those I’ve known all along and th...
Take in The Things I Write When My Mind Won't Sleep
Take what I have and give it to those who need I have no need for these useless tools when I am gone Take the heart that has loved so completely and been wounded so easily and teach the world to ...
What I Must Do in The Things I Write When My Mind Won't Sleep
I sing because I must, not because I can For if one is given one single gift in this desolate world, surely they would be a fool not to embrace it I write because I must, not because I can For I ...
