Punches in Things I Write When Im Sad

I don’t like to fight
I say when I’m punched in the side
I didn’t mean to cry
I say when they cover my eyes

I’ll say what you want if you leave me alone
I’ll stop eating until I am just bones

And If it will make you happy
I’ll pay you back the money
It took to raise me
And ill pack and go
I just want you to know

I’m sorry

And I get punched again
This time in the head
When I fall behind in classes
When I can’t get out of bed

Now I don’t know what’s happening
Or why my skin is red
And I cant hear her
So it doesn’t matter what she said

I’m sorry

So im punched one more time
This time in the soul
By cast off words
and hidden tolls

this massive hole in my chest
Buries me alive
And when I slip under there’s one more lie

Im sorry