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I don’t hate you, love I feel bad for you because You missed out on me I’m incredible And now you will never know Exactly how so And I feel sad too Because you don’t even know Why I pity you You ...

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I won’t be that girl Anymore The one you turn to For what is missing Fill the cracks With your own sweat And not the blood From my aching heart I. Am. Not. Your. Emotional. Spackle. What you give...

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I am the lobster Outside I have a hard shell Inside, soft, tender I am the onion Layers both sweet and bitter Sometimes you will cry I am the diamond I sparkle from many sides One wrong cut dulls...

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Love is like a storm Sometimes you can hear it rumble From miles away You know it’s coming And there’s nothing you can do about it Other times it strikes Like lightning Suddenly and unexpectedly ...

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Once the shock passed The panic set in All our plans Wiped out Days on the calendar That once were full And meant something Were suddenly empty Dead Meaningless So many tears So much pain So much...

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I want to hate you For all the pain you caused me How I wish I could

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. Today I buried you Your mourners were Just one And I wore orange But no sunglasses To hide my tear-stained face There were no flowers No eulogies Just a lot of happy memories Now meaningless An...

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I am not garbage And yet, you threw me away Washed your hands of me

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You told me you were The One And I completed you You wanted the same As I wanted And we’d work hard Together To make it happen I told you I wanted Someone who would not bail Someone to stand by ...

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It had been a smooth path When suddenly there was A boulder in the road And we stopped Could we go around it? Over it? Blast through it? Instead you walked away Abandoned our path As I turned to ...

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The checkered flag waves My weathered heart races but Never comes in first

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8/13/2010 I sit on the side And watch as Your life goes on Without me Like I’m not even here Like maybe I never was I don’t get the sense That you miss me anymore Or notice that I’m no long...

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It was a power struggle Until the end “You think” You said You heard You hurt I denied I asked for help I received Demands for Unconditional Surrender Instead of Unconditional love I rejected Abu...

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What it must be like To roll through life Knocking over Shapely pin after Shapely pin Without concern Of the scars Left behind Splits and spares Never daring To leave one stand Proud to take the...

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Tell me what you want to do Exactly how you want to do This life With me You say you want me, you say you don’t You say you’ll hurt me, you say you won’t This time With me Say what’s wrong, say w...

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He swung at my heart With his goddamned bat Until all I had inside Fell to the ground He took what he wanted And left the rest He abandoned me And my piñata heart Broken and empty

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I am a whole person Parts of me are perfect And parts are broken But I am a complete package I am not a buffet That you can pick and choose The parts of me you like And leave the rest for ...

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Today I could be with someone And settle for less than I want But when I meet someone I always leave him for you I see people everywhere together They exchange smiles, words, and looks Th...

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So as I sit here in the dark In the middle of the night Unable to sleep I for some reason decided To talk to him, sitting in an empty chair Which led to copious amounts of tears I could h...

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Does your heart hurt? Close your eyes See your one true love Know you let it slip away Replay in your mind All the mistakes you made How close you were How you pushed it away Does your he...

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Little pieces of you I gather them slowly without you noticing A word A smile A look A caress A kiss I keep them in a secret place Where they are only mine I hoard them Inside my heart...

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Clean room, fresh linens The bed made Mint on pillow French doors to the patio Open Sheer white drapes Floating in the breeze A view of the ocean beyond Soft blue The sound of waves, soo...

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I know I cannot kiss you right now Not a real kiss, in true time, breathless Not in broad daylight or quiet nightlight Pity If I had the hand I would paint you a kiss With numbers, letters ...

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Somehow when I see the world sideways And I see it with you It seems quieter, at peace And air is easier to breathe Arms tightly around each other Legs entangled And yet we still cannot Ge...

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I can't find a reason to stay There is nothing to keep me here There is no reward in persevering I can't find the courage to go To go through all that Only to find myself still unhappy Bu...

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