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6/22/04: Summer school
Well since I was bored I decided to go to summer school today! At first in the morning I was like really regretting going because I didnt know wtf was going on since I missed yesterday and I had ...
6/20/04
Well we spent about 2 hours at the hospital so I just sat in the waiting room and read my books. My uncle Gary showed up which I found to be a big surprise because he rarely ever sees the family....
6/18/04
Well today I went to Orange County finally but it wasn't a fun trip. I had to go there because my grandpa who I am very close to had to have a QUADRUPLE bypass! When we were driving there, it did...
6/15/04: Shasta and Cookies
im so sick of like having to always be drunk or high with my friends to have fun. like thats seriously all they want to do. for 3 days in a row all we did was smoke out. and then today i went ove...
6/10/04
Today was pretty lame at school. Took my math final which I am pretty sure I failed which will mean I will probably get a D in the class but at least I dont have to take it over again. After scho...
6/6/04: Speeding ticket
Ok yesterday night was the GAYEST night ever!!! I was driving around with Margot, Heather, Zak and my brother Kyle and we were going to go to the bowling alley and omg now I wish I had listened t...
6/5/04
Ok ne waz...now that its the next morning and im all sober and stuff I will explain last nite: Ok first of all me and Heather were really bored after school so we went driving around and went to ...
6/2/04
Today turned out to be pretty chill! We got out today at 12 and after school I was kinda like eh cuz i did not feel like doing anything. So me and heather hung out and we went to the thrift store...
6/1/04: Moving
Well after school, my dad picked me up and told me he had "good news". We had sold our house for 470,000 and got a house up by Fruit St. in LA VERNE. At first I was kinda pissed off because I was...
5/31/04: The Camping Trip
Well at about 8:00 we leave Gil's house and drive for about 3 hours to some camp ground called Flying Flags over by Solvang. Since we got there pretty late we were all tired so we went to sleep. ...
5/27/04
Today my parents left to go visit my uncle in Palm Springs so I knew Id be home alone all day so I wanted to like get drunk or sumthing. So I found a bottle of rum, invited Heather over and we ha...
5/23/04
Well Im in a pissy mood and I have nothing else to do so Im gonna play physciatrist<> for awhile... I know my friends and I know all of us have problems but I want to see if I can kinda lik...
5/20/04: A dream that Josh died. Weird.
Lately I have been having dreams of death. At first I thought it was because I was drunk that day, but then I had one again today and I haven't been drinking. The first death dream I had was of J...
5/20/04
Well yesterday when I went over to Jamie's, Sky was there again and we actually got to hang out and talk this time! He is sooo cool and sweet. Like he was telling me I had nice eyes and that he l...
5/19/04: David
Ok so I have talked about David quite alot in this journal but so many things are going on involving him right now. First of all, when we were talking last night he was telling me that he told on...
5/19/04: Drunk Project at Jamie's
Yesterday I got drunk after I finally finished my project over at Jamie's. Her and Andrea were already drunk because they drank at the forest and over at Margot's but I had to wait since I had to...
5/17/04
Well I took today off from school because I had alot of shit to do like work on my presentation and do my laundry. Around like 7ish I went over to Jamies because me and her were gonna go buy a po...
5/9/04
Yesterday me gil and andrea drove down to joshs house and then his dad took us to scottis play. it was cool and they had FREE food :-D yay! then we spent the nite at joshs house. i guess he is st...
5/4/04
I feel SOOOOOOO bad right now. I found out some really sad news today about Daniel. I don't even want to type it out it's depressing. I was wondering why he hadnt been at school lately and today ...
5/2/04: The Keith Night
I guess my OD name is hypocritical because I sure didn't think twice last night. It all started with me going over to Gen's house. Amanda, Jacklin, and Alison were there too and we were all gett...
4/23/04
I don't know what's wrong with me but I just need to vent. First off I have this really bad cold and all I feel like doing is sleeping. Well what else is new? I always only feel like sleeping. Ev...
4/20/04: Jennifer's baby
I was soooooo incredibaly tired today it really sucked. I could barely stay awake at school and fell asleep in like 3 of my classes. It was a compact day so we got out at 1 and of course the day ...
4/16/04: Famous Stars and Straps
First off.... ME AND CHRIS BROKE UP!!!!!!!!! YAY!!! I feel more free haha. Tonight was pretty pointless. Like there was going to be this huge ass rumble between the punks (my friends) and then t...
4/15/04: Kissing Seth
I am a BAD girlfriend. I think we all know that by now. But here is a debrief of yesterday.. Heather comes over with JD. We go to Kim's market, get chasers. Walk to park-drink. Walk to evergreen...
4/7/04: Survey
//9 bands you've been listening a lot to lately 1. oasis 2. slip knot 3. the blood brothers 4. hot cross 5. brand new 6. linkin park 7. the offspring 8. blink 182 9. avril lavigne //04 things y...
Book Description
This book contains entries taken from my very first OD created in 2004.
“My name is Natalie Caroline.
I am 23 years old and have had this online journal for 7 years now. It has grown up with me and has recorded every good and every bad memory I have experienced these past few years.
All the tears.
All the laughs.
The fights, the awkward moments.
I can look back on entries and cry.
I can look back on entries and laugh at how foolish I was.
It’s amazing what a bunch of words typed down can make me do.
But every entry had a story behind it, hundreds of entries that will always remind me of my past.
This is a journal I can never let go of, and never share with besides with those who have been there from the beginning.
It will always be there to remind me of how much I have grown and changed.
Remind me of my hopes and dreams.
Remind me to keep going on because I have made it this far.
But most of all, with this journal, I have the power to go back in time…
“A casual stroll through the lunatic asylum shows that faith does not prove anything. ” ~ Nietzsche
