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4/4/04: Drive-Thru Carl's Jr
*Side note: I miss being excited about little things like this: My adventure through the Carl's Jr Drive Thru dun dun dun! It all started when I woke up and my grandma told me she was gonna go ...
3/29/04
So today was pretty chill, especially for a Monday. Two really great things happened today! First, Daniel got his ass kicked and I got to watch!!! hahahah it was the FUNNIEST THING EVER..oh man! ...
3/28/04: The hammock
First of all, I gotta say that Gil, Robert and Scott are annoying fucks! They were being sooo gay last night. I dont know what happened to Gil but he changed. They found out my Open Diary name an...
3/26/2004: Tariq
Today I had an ortho appt and the last time I had one, my mom said she saw this guy that I used to go to school with in elementary and his name is Tariq. I was really dissapointed because I didn'...
3/24/2004
Well Josh has been down for awhile now, staying over at Justins, and I still haven't seen him yet. I would have gone up sooner but I do not want to be around Justin at all. Today at lunch we were...
3/23/2004
Today at lunch, Kim came and sat by me which was weird because I thought she hated me. And this new girl, Trixy walks by and Kim goes "Oh man I can not stand her!" So Trixy comes and sits by us a...
3/22/2004: The Bus Ride
So me and drea were bored today and decided to go ride the bus sumwhere. We were waiting at this bus stop by her house and this lady with taurettes(cant spell) was talking to us and like telling ...
3/21/2004
Last night was one of the best nights I've had since the night with Jake. During the day, Gil, Heather, Scott, Chris, Anthony, Robert, Clair Jennifer and I went to the thrift shop and found a bun...
3/20/2004
Well now Andrea is going to go to Vista for independent study :( It sux, I probably wont be able to see her much anymore. But at least I dont have to see her and john makeout every two seconds at...
3/19/2004
Well I am at school right now in Child Development. I am sooo pissed off. I was crying when I found out. Andrea is getting kicked out. She had to many offenses on her record and that fucker edwar...
3/18/2004
Well the reason Mr. Edward's called was to yell at my mom for taking my friend Andrea off campus at lunch. Which is soo stupid because Andrea's mom said it was ok. And he was like "You had no rig...
3/17/2004
Today the stupid assistent principal Mr. Edwards called my house leaving a message telling my mom to "Call him right away" Ugh. What the fuck? I KNOW I did not do anything wrong so I'm not worrie...
3/16/2004: Cousins
Well I know alot of people who are really close with their cousins and it makes me stop and think, how come I'm not close with my cousins? I guess it's because alot of them are so much older then...
3/15/2004
Whenever I watch White Oleander it makes wish I were an artist. It seems like artist's see life through a different point-of-view then other people. I wish I saw life through that point of view. ...
3/13/2004
So, Scotti got to come down and hang out with all of us today. We all wanted to go do something really fun since we don't get to all hang out very often but of course we couldn't think of anythin...
3/12/2004
Last night Heather was pissing me off sooo much. She always gets that way when shes on Evergreen. She thinks shes the shit and that everyone there likes her sooo much. Then she was like, "Yeah th...
3/9/2004
Well my parents just told me that we didn't get the house they wanted, someone already bought it. Which kinda sux since I was finally starting to like it. But at least now maybe we can find a hou...
3/7/2004
Well I thought yesterday was just going to be another boring day home bymyself. I called Heather and she told me she was gonna go to evergreen at 6:30 so I was like oh yay I have sumthing to do. ...
3/5/2004
wow its so fuking weird how fast your mood can change. i was having a pretty happy day up until we were sitting at pizza and stuff. i started to feel a knot form in my stomach and i guess the rea...
3/4/2004
My friend was freaking me out today. He was telling me about how he got SUPER high and that he is never going to do that again because you find out "the truth". And I was thinking to myself "What...
3/3/2004: Andrea
One of my best friends Andrea is one of the coolest people I have ever met! A few years ago we hated eachother and then when highschool started we started to become friends. We both realized that...
3/2/2004: Josh's last days in La Verne
Well this is Josh's last week at Bonita! He is moving to Ontario and going to some other highschool all because the people who used to live in his house want it back so they had to find a new hou...
2/21/04
Tonight was kinda weird. I was having a good time hanging out with Gil and then we went over to Justin's and Justin seemed like mad at me. So I asked him about it and he told me Margot told him I...
2/18/2004: Brother bear
Recently, I've really grown to appreciate my 13-year-old brother Kyle. I mean, when I think about it, he's always been there for me like when I was little and couldn't go outside to play, he'd st...
2/18/2004: Daniel
So there is this guy Daniel. Let's just say I was pretty much in love with him at one time. We went out and I broke up because I didn't see the relationship going anywhere. Then he changed dramat...
Book Description
This book contains entries taken from my very first OD created in 2004.
“My name is Natalie Caroline.
I am 23 years old and have had this online journal for 7 years now. It has grown up with me and has recorded every good and every bad memory I have experienced these past few years.
All the tears.
All the laughs.
The fights, the awkward moments.
I can look back on entries and cry.
I can look back on entries and laugh at how foolish I was.
It’s amazing what a bunch of words typed down can make me do.
But every entry had a story behind it, hundreds of entries that will always remind me of my past.
This is a journal I can never let go of, and never share with besides with those who have been there from the beginning.
It will always be there to remind me of how much I have grown and changed.
Remind me of my hopes and dreams.
Remind me to keep going on because I have made it this far.
But most of all, with this journal, I have the power to go back in time…
“A casual stroll through the lunatic asylum shows that faith does not prove anything. ” ~ Nietzsche
