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Wisdom teeth
Well I don't remember much about the time I had my top wisdom teeth removed except that it was the worst thing in the world and I never wanted to go back to get my bottom two removed. Well this w...
An Interesting Night
Cindy had a "YH" party at her house so Rodney and I decided to stop by. We weren't sure what to expect because we figured it would be mostly the hostesses (which is was) but honestly I enjoy thei...
It's gone.
Well, just like that O.D. is gone. I really wanted a few more days to be able to copy and paste more entries. I was only in 2006 and I still had to go to 2009! At least I got the ones of Josh and...
Perhaps some day I'll crawl back home, beaten, defeated.
“Perhaps some day I'll crawl back home, beaten, defeated. But not as long as I can make stories out of my heartbreak, beauty out of sorrow.” -SP Yeah, I am definitely crawling back home...but I...
I like people too much or not at all.
“I like people too much or not at all. I've got to go down deep, to fall into people, to really know them.”--SP I suppose this is why I have such a hard time with people these days. Like postcar...
Book Description
“You don’t write because you want to say something, you write because you have to say something.” F. Scott Fitzgerald
I’m starting this book because I felt it silly to add to the book of entries I uploaded from Open Diary. This is a new website, a site that will take some time getting used to, but I want to start a new chapter. I have re-read many entries while copy/pasting them onto this site and realized truly how spastic I am. I am all over the place. Which is why the quote by Sylvia Plath was chosen to be My Official Quote for this site. “If neurotic is wanting two mutually exclusive things at one and the same time, then I’m neurotic as hell. I’ll be flying back and forth between one mutually exclusive thing and another for the rest of my days.”
I’ve definitely been flying all over the place my entire life…mentally and physically. I now want to start this book because, like Fitzgerald says, I absolutely need to write. I need to be okay with the person I am. I need to sort out my thoughts. And I especially need to vent and connect with other like minded individuals.
In the end, I am just a wanderer in search of what this world really means, in search of what my existence really means.
