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jealousy
What a stupid feeling. I am jealous of so many things. I'm not going to say what they are because some of them are ridiculous. I hate feeling jealous. It's a cruel thing. You can't do anything ab...
rockbottom
We're back to the suicidal thoughts, the need to hurt myself and the hatred of everything about myself. I actually feel sick because I feel so awful in my head. I don't know what to do anymore. ...
depression is a monster
Been feeling a bit better the past few days. The new medication must be kicking in at last. I haven't been over the moon happy - which I don't expect - I've just felt a bit lifted. And then today...
endless days
Life feels so pointless. School feels endless, even though this is my last year. Everything is harder now. It's so much harder not to cut. I forgot to tell you, I broke up with my boyfriend a f...
Short update
So, it's been a while. I've been having a really tough time the past month. Been really suicidal and just feeling awful. Thought about dropping out of school. Just been an awful few weeks. School...
Now
I don't think I've felt this bad in a long time. I feel like I should be put in a hospital. I don't know what I might do.
Mocks
Okay, so hi. This week and next week are my leaving cert mocks, and for anyone in Ireland, that's a big deal. See, the leaving certificate, for those of you that don't know, is like the exams we ...
